Consistency might be challenging at times.

Consistency might be challenging at times.

Hello everyone! How are you?

I've been unable to stay here for very long lately. In reality, I often felt awful about it. Even though I would like to keep up a little longer, I cannot due to my numerous obligations since a few days ago. The constant flow of reports and pieces of training keeps me busier than ever.

Consistency might be challenging at times. Why?

Because of the nature of my work.

I've talked a lot about my current job here with you. And I am aware that many of us in this room can identify with a teacher's life. For the sake of our students, we must win every battle and endure. I've been unable to eat properly and haven't had enough sleep for the past two months due to my 8-hour teaching day. We have to prepare our lessons and the teaching materials every night.

Not only that, but paperwork will be your worst enemy if you start a career as a teacher. Your rest days will be ruined, without a doubt. But I suppose that's how things are.

Due of my personal issues.

Humans live for survival, which is not as flawless as we would like. For me, every day is a struggle. There are trials and difficulties everywhere. I have personal issues, emotions to deal with, and feelings to get beyond daily. I am not always strong; sometimes, I feel helpless and lost for a while. And I'm forced to put up with it and think about it.

I need to rest.

Due to the difficulties I am now experiencing, it is difficult for me to complete all of my responsibilities consistently. All of my plans and objectives have been completely derailed by these issues. And because these things somehow make me feel vulnerable,

Due to these, even though my heart and head desire to solve the problem, my body wants to relax. I need to use this time to unwind and rest because if I don't, I will likely feel exhausted and burned out again, which would be the worst-case scenario and make me lose motivation.

So I suppose it's pretty challenging to do all my tasks consistently. There are days when I can't because I have no control over it, no matter how much I want to.

But of course, I am a woman with a million goals, so I guess I need to work harder. I need to take action and develop new strategies to overcome it because I know deep down that I must.

Even if I occasionally feel inconsistent, I know I can and will succeed. I will never lose sight of my devotion to and focus on my objectives. I'm simply hoping that I can end this inconsistent pattern and turn things around despite what it takes and how difficult things will be.

Happy Weekends guys! I hope you will enjoy it with your family and loved ones! Take care and be safe always.