Always choose your peace!

As we grow older, there are a lot of things that we come to realize, and one thing that I have learned in the past few years of my life is always choose your peace.

I am bothered to please other people to like me back and to fit on the things for them. I’m always asking for their approval. I’m always afraid that I will mess up and make them hate me for that. I let them disregard all my feelings just to make them comfortable and happy. I am always anxious about all the things that I’m doing, and so scared to be left behind and left alone.  It feels like I have no right to oppose their opinion and ideas that will surely invalidate all my emotions.

I thought I am happy, that I am enjoying the things around me in my life, but I just realized that I am just blinded by the idea that I have to change myself for the people to love me back.  I’m just afraid to be alone, I’m just afraid to go out of my comfort zone.

I just realize that it’s suffocating, and toxic lead me to overthink and ask about my worth. And it always ruins my peace, and it frustrates me as a human.

I have no peace when it comes to doing the things that I want;

I have no peace when it comes to making decisions and choices;

I have no peace when it comes to my feelings and emotions;

I have no peace when it comes to my actions;

I have no peace living my own life, and it’s a poison and I’m losing myself.

But now that I’ve come to realize that something has to end, and I need to stop pretending, I need to live my life on my own. I need to live my life without hesitations and to make myself free from all expectations.

It doesn’t matter now if they will not include me in all their plans, it doesn’t matter if they don’t consider all the things about me, what matters now is not letting myself lose along the journey of my own life just to please everyone to hold me back.  Always go with your peace, and always make peace.

When you’re in peace, you have no longer needed to prove anything to anyone and anywhere. You don’t need someone’s validation; you don’t need to tell any side of the story anymore. You have to guard your heart; you need to guard your pace. You need to remind yourself that your peace is worth more than proving yourself to anyone or other people.

I'm loving myself now, for what and who I am. I am learning to give significance to all the things that I am capable of, for all the things that I can do, for all the feelings that I have, and all the emotions that I kept inside. 

It doesn’t matter now who dislikes me for who I am, it doesn’t matter if there’s someone who does not love me back for what I am, I don’t need to please anybody else.  This is my life, and I will always choose my peace.

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Hello everyone! Wishing and hoping that you have peace in your heart and mind. May you always choose your peace all the time!

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