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It's very weird for me to receive a survey about Japan's chocolate matcha wrapper. I think it's my first time and I actually like the matcha cover you can really tell it's from Japan. I was ask to chose which among the wrapper was the best and I couldn't chose any because all are the best. I want to share screenshots of it but it's not allowed.

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One of the things I like about the internet is that no one can judge you because you're anonymous anyway. And besides people will look at you based on your personality and not on how you look which is very amazing. It's nice that people online know us because of our personality and not because of our appearance or status in life. How amazing to build a virtual life!

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"But why should you be born repeatedly, living out so many lifetimes? You, on Earth, know that you are reborn again and again to gain experience, but the main reason is to improve spiritually and rise to higher Realms. You are reborn to reach a higher level. But what do you do? Instead of rising high as God wants you to, most of you go down. Evil people rule your world. This is the reason the Earth is going from bad to worse." - The Laws of the Spirit World (book by Khorshed Bhavnagri)

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I hate to think about the people committing suicide because they're deeply lost in life. I hate to think about the prisoners in jail who have lose entirely hope in life and decided to just end their miserable life. Some of them are good people it just happened that they have no money to surpass prison. Only rich people can do evil works and still not go to jail. I hate to think that this world is full of deceit where everyone succeed through stepping others. I hate to think that when your soul is pure, the people will only crash it down. I hate to think that this world has no empathy anymore. I am writing this as a reflection of the ongoing politics SK election in Philippines this October 30. It's very dirty game and they are teaching the young candidates to practice the deeds. When you have no money, people will not vote you. It's a matter of money and this is why the people run for the position-for the sake of money and this is why the people vote for the sake of money too. What's more horrible is that I am starting to realize that this world is surrounded by evil people and I feel like I should not be born because my soul cannot bear to live in this world. I can't conform to the society way of dealing life and the people who are a role model to me are eventually the ones doing the dirty deeds. I hope I will never be like them. If only there's a way to escape from this wicked world. The more I see the reality, the more I become scared. I am so scared that I want Jesus to save my soul.

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This song is so sentimental that it makes me cry. This has been my favorite song since I was a young girl and I can't believe that's how different I am. I can truly say that I am an old soul. This song will slap you with the truth that no matter how much riches you have in this world, it is only fleeting. You can't buy the world even if you're Elon Musk. When you die, no one will remember you even if you're a famous celebrity. You are only a very tiny particle if you realize the vastness of the universe. You are nothing but dust and no one, not even a scientist can prolong the material world. That's why I want to stay humble all the time. We are all the same and when we die, everything that we have here is lost and forgotten. Death is feared when material things are hard to let go but death is beautiful once you discovered the truth and mystery of life. Wise words from an old soul. "Nothing lasts forever but the earth and sky, It slips away And all your money won't another minute buy" -Kansas, Dust In The Wind https://youtu.be/tH2w6Oxx0kQ?si=piABOuTgBCeVWR8g

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"Every human beings wants to live with someone, be with someone who is wonderful to be with, who is wise, joyful, who is a fantastic company to be with. Make yourself that human being. Don't look for that human being in your life. You must be that human being. This is what everybody is looking for. Family, friends, and the world needs that human being and offer yourself to be that kind of human being." -Sadhguru

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I just can't stop watching this video repeatedly. Damn Audrey is an ideal woman for me. If I was born a man, for sure my kind of woman was her. Imagine finding and falling in love with a woman who's more than beautiful and an intellectual, classy woman 'coz that's what Audrey vibes feel like. P.S. It's nice to watch on the phone. Also, can you recommend me HD or remastered movies of her? https://pin.it/6y4ciwE

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My heart was broken.. I have seen a documentary about a young little girl (I guess 5 years old) that she was locked inside the house because she have gone insane. The child loses sanity when she was two years old and I was wondering how early of her to experience mental problems? So it was really puzzling to me not until the father mentioned about the death of her wife that made their life so difficult. And that's when I realized why the child at a young age developed a mental disorder leading to insanity. I feel really sad for the little girl, I know she have experienced trauma and devastation from the loss of her mother. The television did not mention the root cause as to why the child become insane. All I really feel is heart broken..it's difficult to lose a mother especially at the age of 2, and no one was there to soothe her. That's horrifying feeling. I hope the child will recover her sanity. 😢

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I just have realized that when you're deep thinker kind of person it's hard for you to find someone. Maybe because they can't relate with you. Well, I'd rather be alone than enforcing my thoughts, beliefs, and ideologies on someone who can't even understand them all. I guess it's better to find someone who has the same mindset or perspectives as you, at least you both see the world the same way. What do you think? Another fun fact: Nobody loves to even date a deep thinker person.

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I just have realized that being an idealist is not wrong. I just have realized that we can use it to build a different world and society. Why? Do you believe that everything the society teaches us is correct? There's no absolute truth if you would think beyond what the box provide you. The truth can changed and that's ironic right, how could it change if it's the truth already? Simply because not everything is truth, they're only truth for others thus we believe because majority follow it. Who build society? People. Who build norms? People. They would say an idealist is impractical and naive. Yes, that's true. But what does practicality means? There's no absolute meaning because our definition is based on society (which is created by man). This is also the reason why we should not intervene to religious practices in daily life because it's root from divinity and not human. We think that the reality of world is cruel because there's crime, poverty, and corruption. But who created that? It's the human. Do you think there would be crime if everyone believes that life is important, do you think there's poverty if everyone believes that everyone should be given the same opportunity, do you think there would be corruption if every government believes that everyone should receive the help they need for..Think about it. If everyone is living idealist and they impose their ideas, there would be less of "painful reality," for our reality is based on what the society created..which is a mess. Your definition of reality is not the actual meaning of reality even if you're a realistic person.

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Having different social accounts is so hard, you have to keep each other updated or else they'll think you're dead.

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"No wonder why this song and singer won Grammy awards." Paradise doesn't exist here on Earth. Social injustice, discrimination, poverty, murder, greed, and many more are what found in this world. Sad but it's the truth and we can't call this world a paradise at all. I can also interpret in the song that the singer is questioning the existence of "God" because if there is, then how come all these inhumane and suffering exist? That's why I respect atheists and other non-believer. As a believer myself, I do not question them. I understand their point of view. "Oh Lord, is there nothing more anybody can do? Oh Lord, there must be something you can say." -Another Day in Paradise by Phil Collins 1991 Grammy Award winner for the best pop vocal performance. https://youtu.be/Qt2mbGP6vFI?si=BIiMJkVqjowBDzgs

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I am trying to gain the world. I am trying to belong. I am trying to fit in the society's own mold without realizing the impermanence of it all. I should try to gain the portal to the pureland, to the heavenly paradise, to the place of the Creator. I just have realized that the only way for me to measure my spiritual wisdom is through attaining enlightenment. I can say that I am not enlightened yet because I am trying to find a place in society which is a sign of delusion. Or maybe I should find a soul tribe or spiritual group of people who will help me in my spiritual journey. Or maybe if I truly believe in the Lord God, if I truly surrender my life to Him, then why am I still desperate about what my life would be in this world. This means that my faith is not as strong just as I think it was. I need to rebuild my self and create a strong foundation of faith but it won't be truly difficult if I truly trust in the Lord. This is a realization that hit me right now. I was thinking about the glory and success in the world. What if I am rich, happily married, living a stable life but still I still don't know the real meaning of life. I want to tell you that life does not end here. Yes, you read that correctly. There's afterlife and I'm not being imaginative but there is really a different realm that only a few can enter.

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Spirituality is life-changing. You do not care about material things anymore and you know that there's more to life than the earthly possessions and worldly pleasure.

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I used to romanticize an outcast life. I always read them in wattpad books and find them cool in movies. I didn't realize I would grow up feeling like an outcast. I can't believe that what I use to view as cool is actually depressing. I don't know but I totally feel different. Or should I say I'm a misfit for society and I don't know if this is because of what I have been reading for so many years but I ended up relating to the characters I use to read on wattpad.

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This is what I have been talking about for so long. If you're an idealist like me, you would end up getting anxious about reality. But do not think being an idealist is wrong, it's just that it's opposite to being a realist. If you understand reality too much, you will end up being depressed. It's not because you do not know how to deal with real-life problems but it is because you have seen and realise the absurdity of life. I can't agree more from the last sentence, "human life is existential horror."

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Often we hear from the people that we should emulate those professionals because they are successful in life but have you even talked to a cabinet maker, garbage men collector, janitor, street sweeper, or even to the homeless guy bringing their bag along wherever they go? They don't possess anything in this world yet they are very rich in wisdom. They have nothing to prove. They are not deluded by reality. They are not blinded by society. And I think that's worth emulating for because these people are not living based on the material possessions but on their words of wisdom. What do you have left when you have no money? Or what's left in you when you have nothing in life? Because these people are already wealthy even they don't possess the riches of this world.

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My spiritual interpretation of crime and suicide The world will totally test you and lure you to do evil. Sometimes I think about those people who committed suicide, do they really want to end their lives or an evil entity is tricking them? I just have watched a real-life documentary in the television where the father of the family after being released from the jail was killed together with his wife while the children are lucky to survived, they have painful wounds too. The responsible for the crime is no other than but their stepfather who was driven by intense jealousy. After the investigation, they just have found out that the woman is conceiving a twins. So in total the suspect has killed 4 lives since the woman is bearing twins. I was mad and feeling disturbed watching the the TV and I have think about the painful karma this person will encounter in his next life but I was shock after the police interviewed in the TV answered that the suspect has committed suicide. Do you think taking his life will justify what he done? I suppose to think the person is very guilty the reason why he ended his life. But this person's soul is carrying multiple karma, taking two mortal lives and upcoming twin lives (which are still considered divine) and taking his own life which is a greatest mistake in lifetime. I don't like to say it but his soul will suffer in hell or he would reincarnate into the lowest being and will repay his sin through multiple rebirth until he will fully pay the debts of his karma. This is just my spiritual interpretation whenever someone commit crimes then takes suicide. I have shared it because what if we share the same idea. What do you think?

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I used to reminisce about a lot of things in life but not now lately.   Maybe this is what they call us growing up. You don't care about old nostalgic memories anymore because you are always looking forward. Some things that matter a lot to you seem irrelevant now because your priorities have changed. Some old little things that makes you happy doesn't make you happy anymore. The way you used to feel about things isn't the same anymore because life changes you a lot. Or maybe it's not life that change you, but the season of your life.

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I can't believe about the documentary I have watch tonight. Do you remember my article about "Beware from online scammers"? It is about Telegram/WhatsApp scammers and I'm correct about my assumption! It's a full-time job with a big building! Damn, I can't explain it but there's a "scam city" in Myanmar where they recruit people to scam in telegram and Whatsapp. What's worst is they will beat you if you won't hit the quota. In Philippines, there are also online operation scam center but they are not managed by Filipinos, they are managed by other nationality where a lot of sim cards are found scattered in the floor. Now this is why a lot of scammers increase..I don't know what the world would do to end that but I feel pity to the victims and to those under human trafficking where they are a victim of their job. I am so shocked..

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Your younger years are a gift. If you are young, enjoy your younger years as much as you can. I just realised that nothing make sense in this world except for your younger years where you feel alive, true to yourself, you have the freedom to be whatever with no expectations from you. You simply live life because you live. Those years where you have fun with your friends, doing crazy things are the real fun and you will never feel them again. When you see your crush for the first time and dance with him or her at the prom and you feel that the world spins only between the two of you, that's "love" and you will never experience that again. So many things you will never experience again once you enter adulthood.

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Sometimes I wonder what it feels to meet a man who is emotionally intelligent. They are usually the good communicator and they are empathetic, down to earth and can easily relate with others. It's just so nice to think that there are people who are like that exist in this world. I just have realized that I'm attracted to guys who are soft, feminine, those who cry in front and not scared to show their emotions in front of the people. I am now manifesting I would find someone who is emotionally intelligent and empathetic.

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When it comes to sex people would like to listen and understand the habit of it but when it comes to mental health, nobody even dare wants to listen. Do you know that the cause of all suffering starts from our mind? It can affect your health, believe me or not. Health problems occur because of our mental health such as depression and anxiety. Another thing is it can affect your well-being. I just hope that the world will slow down. I have remember what I watched on YouTube a month ago about the pressure of fast-pacing Tokyo, Japan where suicide rates are increasing every day. Mental health should be the top priority. When it's ruined everything else is damaged too.

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I hate it when people are outcasted by their family. I have been an outcast my whole life but I would never ever want someone to feel "unbelong" in my birthdays or any celebration because I know how that damn hurts. How could you be happy when one is left behind.

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I have read a beautiful post today: "Be careful what you wish for 'cause you just might get it all. Someone wish for a lot of money, now he is not happy."