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I am trying to gain the world. I am trying to belong. I am trying to fit in the society's own mold without realizing the impermanence of it all. I should try to gain the portal to the pureland, to the heavenly paradise, to the place of the Creator. I just have realized that the only way for me to measure my spiritual wisdom is through attaining enlightenment. I can say that I am not enlightened yet because I am trying to find a place in society which is a sign of delusion. Or maybe I should find a soul tribe or spiritual group of people who will help me in my spiritual journey. Or maybe if I truly believe in the Lord God, if I truly surrender my life to Him, then why am I still desperate about what my life would be in this world. This means that my faith is not as strong just as I think it was. I need to rebuild my self and create a strong foundation of faith but it won't be truly difficult if I truly trust in the Lord. This is a realization that hit me right now. I was thinking about the glory and success in the world. What if I am rich, happily married, living a stable life but still I still don't know the real meaning of life. I want to tell you that life does not end here. Yes, you read that correctly. There's afterlife and I'm not being imaginative but there is really a different realm that only a few can enter.

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