@Sydney2OnNoiseApp 27 October 2023 more from that month

I hate to think about the people committing suicide because they're deeply lost in life. I hate to think about the prisoners in jail who have lose entirely hope in life and decided to just end their miserable life. Some of them are good people it just happened that they have no money to surpass prison. Only rich people can do evil works and still not go to jail. I hate to think that this world is full of deceit where everyone succeed through stepping others. I hate to think that when your soul is pure, the people will only crash it down. I hate to think that this world has no empathy anymore. I am writing this as a reflection of the ongoing politics SK election in Philippines this October 30. It's very dirty game and they are teaching the young candidates to practice the deeds. When you have no money, people will not vote you. It's a matter of money and this is why the people run for the position-for the sake of money and this is why the people vote for the sake of money too. What's more horrible is that I am starting to realize that this world is surrounded by evil people and I feel like I should not be born because my soul cannot bear to live in this world. I can't conform to the society way of dealing life and the people who are a role model to me are eventually the ones doing the dirty deeds. I hope I will never be like them. If only there's a way to escape from this wicked world. The more I see the reality, the more I become scared. I am so scared that I want Jesus to save my soul.