Hello fellowship what's up? It's December 1, 2021, and the last month of the year! The first day of the month, and it's the month of happiness supposed to be, I'm trying my best to be back at the old me, the joyful, the cheerful and the friendly one. My November is mixed of all emotions, expectations and mostly broken hearted as well. All I thought was I can make all of my lists but suddenly those broken promises ruin everything of my plan! It's the start of changing everything and making me feel nothing at all! I'm kinda lost of energy to be active and to interact with others that affect everything for me.
in-despite-of-my-loneliness-there's-a-big-smile come on my way when finally-1bch unlock! the-reason-of-those-broken-promises remain a question in my mind but no matter what happens life must go on, excitement-has-expiration-too but we need to move on in any way or we are stuck from loneliness forever!
These past few days or weeks, I know in myself that I am not so active, feel stressed and empty always, I'm trying my best to act as normal but my mood doesn't cooperate! But still, I forced myself to move on from the pain I feel, to be present every day here on the platform as I can.
Anyway sad to say that I lost a lot of opportunities when stress occupied my heart and mind but the most important is, I'm trying my best to bring back the old me, hope I can in God's will Insha Allah.
In my article October-fruit-of-hard work, iI mentioned some of my November goals but I'm failed to reach them, lesson learned! You get hurt but never give up at all.
What is my November goal?
* To bet my October count of articles!
*I'm failed to do it, i have a lot of absences this november due to my flight problems. i just write 29 articles this november and last october i write 33 articles, and last september i write 20 articles!
To complete the remaining balance to reach 1BCH in Gods will Insha Allah!
√ Yes, I achieved it Alhamdulillah and more than expected!
* To write at least 3minutes to read and up!
Failed, on my first and second week is great but when I feel stressed mostly the last week of November, I failed to write properly, I always feel empty and just can write two minutes to read.
* To add more subscribers maybe if they like my articles and I do my best to be!
√ yes, I did it and thank you so much for those who believe in my capability even lately I'm always annoyed at all. Last October I just have 112 subscribers. Thank you all.
*I'm failed too for reaching the three-digit earnings total to the both platform noisecash and readcash
*I lost my silver badge for the top tipper due to
Authors Message:
Pardon me, I'm not totally recovered from my personal problem but I'm doing my best to do it well this month, thank you for always being here with me. To all of you thank you a lot.
December 1, 2021 Wednesday
Kuwait time: 11:45 PM
Article #83 (1)
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Sending of love,
@Sweetiepie ❤❤❤
I am really happy to see such a beautiful journey of yours. I think November has given you so much in your life. But of course there will be blessings that December will come more beautifully in your life.