Date: August 18, 2021
Author: SequoiaI am having a hard time again about choosing what topic should I write on tonight. I don't even know how to start this article because I am a bit exhausted already. My friends @Athaliah and her boyfriend, which happens to be my former classmate back in senior high school, visited me today. We just have some chitchats and updates about each other's life and eat some snacks. I decided to lay my mother's folding bed outside of our house in order to have a fresh ambiance and watch the bright stars and moon while making my article. I was hoping that it will somehow give me some ideas. However, my expectations betrayed me. The stars and moon above only distracts me because I couldn't take my eyes out of it.
Luckily, I stumbled upon @BreadChamp 's artice entitled Examining Myself. It really captured my interest. She gave the link where she found the questions she utilized. Nevertheless, I decided to just copy the questions she answered because I like its set.
Let's stop beating around the bush and let's get it on!
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Get to know this tree better
What am I good at?
Is there anything am I actually good at? I don't think that I have one. Lol. I am the type of person who doesn't have any talent that I can be proud of. I am just a simple and mediocre girl. But to be fair, maybe I am good at pretending to be fine.
What am I bad at?
I can tell a lot of things here and it would take us forever if I would share everything. I will choose one therefore. I am bad at dancing. Just let me do anything but not this one.
What makes me tired?
Doing nothing. Don't raise your brows on me. I am not being a hypocrite here, I just realized it recently. Doing nothing really drains my energy. It'll be more convenient for me if I am occupied in doing some household chores than lay down all day.
What is the most important thing in my life?
My BCH. Lol. Just kidding, please don't be so serious. My family of course. They are the reason why I am striving hard in life and keeps on surviving no matter how hard my life may get.
How much sleep do I need?
I need not less than 6 hours of sleep. They call me sleepyhead because of it. I'll develop a fever if I can't get 6 hours of sleep every night.
What stresses me out?
Deadlines and Due date. I won't explain it further more because I know that we can all relate with this.
What relaxes me?
Watching sunset/sunrise at the beach.
What’s my definition of success?
Making my mom the most happiest mother on earth. Her happiness and betterment is my definition of success.
What type of worker am I?
I am a very diligent worker. Also, I always aim for quality performance. Not just that, I am also particular to attendance and time.
How do I want others to see me?
I want them to see me as a happy go lucky person. The one that they could approach anytime.
What makes me sad?
Losing my pets and broken promises.
What makes me happy?
Watching sunset/sunrise with the people I love.
What makes me angry?
Broken promises. I really hate that.
What type of person do I want to be?
I want to be someone who doesn't just settle for less and always aim for the best in every aspect of my life.
What do I think about myself?
I have a very low self-confidence and I mostly think of myself as the last option for everybody.
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Disclaimer: Lead image above is from unsplash.com.
Sometimes judging ourselves all the time makes us hate ourselves. The best thing to do is to accept ourselves as we are and start loving ourselves, you are very young and you have a world to discover, don't put barriers in your life baby.