Ineffable Feeling

Date: September 20,2021
Author: Sequoia

Staring blankly in the vastness of this thing called "celestial sphere".

Pretending to be strong but actually trembles in fear.

Couldn't blame these countless questions that I couldn't bear.

Will someone help me? Who would ever dare?

Tightly closed this pair of orbs.

Slowly reflecting till this fragile heart learn to absorbs.

That life isn't easy, and nothing seems acceptable in this chaos world.

Neglecting the compacted hope that lingers and roared.

From that lil dot in the corner of the soul's window.

A crystal clear and full of bitterness hot liquid is about to follow.

Holding back will bring no good, but only further despair and sorrow.

Let it go.

Let it bleed.

Let that water turns to red.

Counting from one to ten.

Blame no one for this happening.

Be not deceived from someone's curve in the corner of their lips.

Dive deeply in those twinkling eyes.

And you'll be drown by their loneliness and agony.

Just for once let that heart be free.

Cry a river.

Laugh like there's no tomorrow.

Be mad but never sin.

Soaked with imperfections, you might be.

Drenched with negative emotions that surrounds thee.

But no one and nothing can still hide the truth.

That you have come so far and achieve so much growth.

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My post from noisecash earlier.

• I've been through a lot lately. This article says it all. I just wanna release everything in order for me to be fine again. Please bear with my negativity as of the moment. I'll be fine when tomorrow comes. I hope and pray.

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Author's POV

Hello everyone! I miss you all. I am very sorry for being inactive this past few days and for not being able to read some of your articles. I just needed to deal with some personal issues in life before I resume my journey in this amazing site.

I've been so occupied and stress lately that all I want to do was just to chill and leave everything behind me. I am so guilty because I felt like "I am a post and leave type of user". Please allow me to catch up to everyone of you. Especially now that I finally feel better than before.

Anyways, I am currently watching a movie series entitled "Squid Game". It is such a nice movie. However, I am still in episode 5 hihi. I am gonna continue it whenever I have free time.

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