Spend A Little and Save More
This is bad guysuuuu, I mean my love for money is too much now. Is it because when I need it I have something I can withdraw? I am enjoying spending so much money that I am making it a habit now. I just notice it today but when I tried to think if this is what exactly what I did before I feel like I was awoken on my beautiful dreams. Because unfortunately I changed ( ꈍᴗꈍ). And those little change that I get when I am buying something is now gone. All gone.
So here's what I noticed. Whenever my money on my pocket is at below 250. I am thinking to withdraw again. As in that's the first thing that will come to my head. Even though it's not that even 2 weeks since I last withdraw some money. If before I can stop myself from spending too much, right now I feel like I am spending without thinking twice. I will get a cash on my wallet and then buy, buy, buy, buy ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ. Why doing it is so easy right? Aigooo (●´⌓`●).
This is really bad. If I did this everytime that I will run out of money my savings will be emptied for sure. Because really, I feel like I am withdrawing my money unconsciously. "Like who cares if it it dries out. I will buy whatever I want." This mindset of mine should be change. If I keep on doing this I will be left with nothing for sure. And that's I don't want to happen to me. I experience before how it ks without money so never again!
My purpose on doing this hustles is to save. "Spend a little and Save more" it should be this line and It should be this motto. I don't want to wake up one day that my pocket is empty and there's nothing to get anymore for important things. I should go back to my own self who do what I want but with restriction still. It shouldn't be this hard as I already did this before. I will watch my spending from now on. It's bot easy being broke so I will take action now.
This is not being too hard on myself but rather I am discipling myself. I am trying to be an adult here and I think this is the best things to do now. Because if I spend and spend and spend without thinking that will leave me with ZERO on my savings. When I first join on read.cash, my main goal is to really save up and buy myself a laptop. But I set aside that goal for awhile and just continue to save more. Because there's a chance that I can make it grow and that's the plan until today.
It is, it should be but aigooooo. It got out of hand and I was blinded with the things I can get if I spend more. And spending too much is mean only one thing and that is FAT! I am getting fat now so I really have to limit myself. Off course I will still withdraw some but it should be just for my allowance. No spending spree, and definitely no "one day millionaire" act now. If I have some cash to spare then I will spend. If it's for the fam then sure I will spend.
But if it's just out of WANTS and not need. Then NO! EKIS 🙅. I have to wake up now from my long and deep slumber. For the bigger goals and not that for the temporary one. Wew, I have to be careful now on spending ಥ_ಥ. Ahhhh, maybe after my Birthday which is on August 29. I'm accepting any gift as long as in cash. Just kidding lol. So off course that too, my birthday. After that then no more. No more spending spree.
I love myself that is why I am doing this. If I can enjoy my fruit of labors when time comes then I will do this. Or even if not but just for my family, then gora. Arat! So, no more spending too much from now on. I am doing it for myself.
August 14, 2022
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