So, I got the idea on writing this because of Meyzee's Article with a title "Miss Independent". I can't stop myself from thinking those memories from the past. Oh yes, this is about another Memories and Experience from the past, lol. Please bear with me as I can't think of a good topic today, lol. My mind is full of regrets because I buy too early huehue, you know what I mean I'm sure you do the same ๐ญ.
Okay, back to the main topic. I should move on now because losers is those who never move on, charot. So I was College back then. And that time I'm still with Aaron my ex-boyfriend now. I can still remember this because we plan something here, a naughty one yes lol. My Moms, I mean Mommy and her partner had to attend to somewhere and because I have school, they didn't bring me with them.
So I was leave alone on the house but Mama's (real mom) house is just beside my Mommy's house so basically I'm just alone in the house but I still have my Mama that can look for me. Though she will need to peak at the window if something is up at my end heh ๐. They just leave some cash for my foods and because we have rice here all I have to do is to buy my Viand and off course my baon. It's not really being independent no?
Because I didn't really experience the independency where I will buy my own food using my hard earned money that time, because I'm still a student here. This is just like a 5 days Freedoms from the eagle eye of my Mommy Flor and an armalite like mouth of my Mommy Ding, lol. Mom and Mommy Ding woke up too early that time like 3 AM something dahil ayaw nilang matanghalian.
And once I saw them get into the van, I immediately get back on my bed and tried to go back on my sleep. But I can't sleep anymore, a lot of idea was running on my mind that time. There is no accurate time if when will they be back and because I have a lot of freedom I'm thinking na if what to do. I'm thinking that it is maybe the right time to have on a proper date with A but then again, Mom had a lot of eyes here so that's an ekis!
But because I still have school my time is not that unlimited so, maybe at night we can do it at our house? ๐ Ehhhhhh. I suggested it to A, panis ako pa nag suggest, apaka harot. So we have a plan already, we just need to wait for the night to arrive and my Mama to fall asleep. I also ask A about bringing some pocketbook from his cousin and he did. And it's all a Precious Heart Romances Pocketbook, yayy.
I got excited more in that news than the thought that we were finally having our own moment, lol. So the time has come and we are ready to conquer the world by our endless love. We are ready to face the consequence that we might face and we are ready to dance without the hint of sound. Oh yes, this is not the first time that we planned something naughty, lol.
If you can remember, I share my article here about our Acquaintance Party and how we planned something bad, from sneaking on the party to you know lol. Anyway, back to the main dishes. Its already 9 PM that time, the window on the other house was already close but the light is still on. Mom is still wide awake and still watching for Godsake! Seriously, does she know that I have a plan to give up the Bataan? My Gosh ๐.
This is not about me being independent anymore. I am annoyed seriously, but deep inside I think I felt relieve? Yeah, I'm not ready yet to surrender my town yet that's why I felt relieve that our plan was broken lol. And I got scared just like the first time that we plan something similar to this. This is what happened that night. When he arrive at our house.
I told him that give me the pocketbook first but he's not allowed to come inside yet, because Mama is with me, hahaha but the truth is she's in her house and still watching I just ask her to turn the volume down of her tv because it can be heard even on the next town lol. And she did but the light is still on. I know I look like a bad girl here because pinaasa ko sya at pinaniwalang tuloy pa ang plano.
But, I thought of it again and I admit nagpadalos dalos ako ng desisyon. I'm not ready to give up my freedom to anyone yet and I gave him a lot of reason that day just for him to go home. I Want to experience being independent, I want to experience more and having s3x with him is my least priority. Now I am happy to be a devine mercy, but my mind is still polluted and it still dirty, stop twerking like miley!
We fought like hell after that encounter but after feeding him some lies and reason he accepted it in the end. And the remaining days that I have? I pour it into texting him a thousand of messages with a lot love love love. Some sweet nothings and mainggit kayo ๐. But it's all in the past now, so walang dapat kainggitan ๐. Aside from it is, I spent some id my time reading pocketbooks.
And then the day of their arrival, I clean the whole house, mop the floor and wipe some dust off and more. Cramming nga because I'm not cleaning in the past 4 days because I'm busy sa pagpapaamo sa juwa kong hilaw. And off course in my study too, kuno. And when they arrive, it seems like nothings happened and everything is just normal. And I'm happy because it's still intact ๐.
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natawa na lang ako sa dishes at pagpaplano niyo ne tapos ikaw pa nagsuggest. haha. tapos di pala natuloy. ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃSO naughty you sis. haha. buti na lang di mo itinuloy.