I Can't, I won't, I Stop - The End.

I'm trying to write a story and while I'm in the middle of writing it I have to delete it because the idea I'm thinking is a genre that anyone wouldn't like. I mean, why my mind always ended up thinking of killing huehue. Maybe I'm a killer in my past life? And not a poop that I thought I would be, hmmm. Being a poop is much much better than a killer I think aigooo. I want to write something sweet but I can't think of any. So I decided to just write whatever today. Like the usual.

And actually, the reason that I don't want to write something brutal today because I already wrote a story that is a little brutal though I didn't describe it, every scene I mean. It's been drafted on my editor for quite some time now maybe I will publish it one of this day. As for the genre that I want, which is Romance sana. I think I will need someone who will make me feel the "kilig" again so that I can write one, lol. It's hard to write a romance story to be honest, I can't picture it in my head, lol. I need to experience it, charrr. Lol.

And actually it's not just Romance Genre that I want to write right now. I am also thinking of writing Comedy. Or a Tragic story. As for these two I can think of something that is with this genre it's just that, I am not in the mood to write it. Or more like I am also having a hard time writing it because I don't know how to execute it. I want a story similar to madams Jane story that she publish on Hive that I really got teary eyed because of it. It's makabagbag damdamin kasi. She's really good in everything.

I am actually thinking too if how am I gonna start a Romance story. Should I go with the buzzzzzzzz buzzzzz of a phone like maybe your frenemy is calling you. The frenemy that you are loving for so long already. But it sound so cliche so never mind. Maybe I should start with a couple on bed, lol. I remember Possessive Mens of inang C.C lol. They alway start it that way. Same with my favorite authors like Mandie Lee, lol. Or maybe I should really start it on bed. I mean why not right hahahaha (≧▽≦).

As for the comedy genre, I should start it with the main lead watching a comedy movie when she burst in laughter and coz of that the noodles get in his nose. Haha. That's also a typical comedy but it's kind of hilarious. Cliche as it may sound, lol. Your nose will surely ache if ever. But its a little boring too so nevermind. How to start a comedy in a comedy stories anyways? Aigoooo. If only I can start a story with a laugh, lol. Maybe I can right? It's my story so I can write anything, lol.

But nahhh, nevermind. Writing is really not easy. Writing a story I mean. I'm running out of ideas now, that too is the problem. But there are times that ideas come to me naturally not just that but sometimes I can think of a 2 to 3 plot in a day. And you know when that happens? It is when I'm busy and I don't have my phone or when I'm about to sleep and my phone was already on my clothes cabinet. Like seriously, why it flows when I don't have my tools with me? And you know what's more annoying? It's when I'm about to get my phone but already forgot the ideas, lol. ┗(•ˇ_ˇ•)―→

Or if not it will become mix-mix just like a halo-halo. I mean, really? Gahhhh. I'm always annoyed when that happens. I feel like I want to kill somebody, lol. It's an idea so even the plot will be good. I can just rethink of it again as long as I have the short summary but my forgetfulness is always on the way as usual. Do you have that moment too in your Blogging journey? So you can relate to me? It's annoying right? As in to the highest level of annoyance, lol. Why it has to appear when my finger is not ready.

But anyways, I will end this now. No ideas appear on my head now. Maybe I am really not in the mood right now. Should I blame thr weather? It's raining here right now and there's nothing on my brain but to bum around and do nothing like seriously. How about you guys? Your Sunday is just like mine ba? Full of procrastinating too? Lol.

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August 29, 2022

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