For a Change and for the Better

I feel like I slept for a minute and then woke up to find it was already September. That is how fast time flies now. It's so fast that you will really feel like it is magic. And you know, we are just in July, but I am already seeing Jose Mari Chan's face on Facebook. Especially when Ber month starts. I mean, seriously, lol.

Anyhow, August ended and I actually wanted to write my August Report to show how much I accumulated Bitcoin Cash in August, but after seeing how messy my wallet is, I just decided to not do it. I can't remember if how much is the amount I spent on August or if I withdrew some using my August earnings. I am really not sure. haha. So whatever nalang,

Even my earnings on my spot trading journey on Binance-I am not sure of what's going on now, lol. I mean, Ipit na ipit pa rin ako and it's kind of annoying that I'm still stuck with my past trade and it's been a week already but nothing's happening again. I feel like what I did last month ended up being nothing. The current events in the cryptocurrency market are so exhausting that I just want to stop what I'm doing.

I think that is the best thing to do. Though I'm doing well with my blogging journey still, it is not that good compared to before. Come on, self, you are always out of topic, huehue. Is it because I've been writing for so long now that my hand is getting rusty? Or is it because I added more things to do on my plate and now I can't keep this up? Ahhh, I'm not sure about a lot of things right now.

Suddenly, I feel like I am in an unfamiliar world and even if it's familiar to me and I already explored the place, I am forgetting all the important things that I have to keep in my mind and now I am lost and can't find the right road. Should I take a left? Or should I take it right? What to do? What to do? I have been so sluggish in the past few days and not just that my mood is just like the crypto market-it is unpredictable, lol.

Can you relate to that? My mood swings are so argh. There are a lot of people here and some happenings that really irk me, and it's making me so damn annoyed with everything, lol. But the good thing is that those annoyances can be swept away immediately thanks to my virtual world and also to this platform where I'm at. It's maybe hard to think of a topic that I can write about every day, but still, I am enjoying my time here and that's enough for me already.

I just hope that September will be a good month for all of us. I want to change myself starting today and go back to what I was like 3 months ago when I was still tight on budgeting my earnings on both sites. I just noticed that my desire for money is becoming so severe that I can't stop myself anymore from doing "what I want." This is not supposed to be the case. I should change, for my goal.

I already wrote an article about this, so starting today—no more greediness for money now. It's a goal! This is the goal that I should be doing now and not just anything. And also, I have this secret goal that I am keeping to myself. It is just about me and not about things or what. It is just what I feel for other and that I should change it now. It is not good for my heart and mind so doing this is for the sake of my own peace.

I hope I will be success on doing it!

Fighting self!! ᕦ⊙෴⊙ᕤ

AJA!!! ᕙ(͡°‿ ͡°)ᕗ

Let's go make this month a better one for all of us.

September 01, 2022

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