Because that's not Enough Reason for Me to Stop

I mean, I also experience a drought. I'm still experiencing now actually. Drought in my account I mean, haha. If you will visit my account you'll know what I mean. But did I ever feel demotivated? Yes, of course. Who wouldn't right. I'll be hypocrite if I say, I'm not. I am actually, how many times did I thought of resting and stop publishing article? A lot. Like everyday, as in. But why I didn't stop? I have a lot of reason actually. And, instead of stopping, I become more active.

I was challenged and I thought, whoever give up first then that's the loser, and I am not the loser. I continue engaging with other author here. I just do what I usually do but gave more effort to have an engagement in the platform. Then in my last 2 article, I feel like the drought is finally done. Because I got good tip again on my last two article. I feel more alive again, much motivated. I tell you guys, money is a good motivator here in the worl, well that's only thr case for me.

How about you? My eyes twinkled with delightfulness as I feel the presence of Rusty. The dellers sign, his super long name and ah, what more? Of course all of you. I mean, even if he rarely make me feel his presence, I still have all of you who never stop giving me a reward. And to that, thanks guysuuu. If ever this happen again then, I can just do what I always do everyday. And wait for him patiently, like his lover to him, yiehhh. Hahahaha, charizzz lol.

But really guys, I am just over reacting, I just got used to him adoring me too. That when Rusty's appearance become infrequent, I feel like - Ahhh, it's truly heartbreaking. But, I am thankful okay. I know my writing is nonsense that not even deserve a bigger tip, I know that already but even if that's what I feel - ah, whatever. It's only for a few article but I am already reacting this way, hahahaha. Anyways, how are you all minna? I'm waiting for others October report. And Mine? Well I am writing it right now.

To be honest? I have a good start last October. I am the happiest as in, super, duper, omega happy. Like, I can't contain my happiness, then another good news happened with the appearance of the newly developed noise.app. My day become livelier and all I have to do is to give my all in grinding. Which I did. Everyday, and that's paid off, big time. Like I got a good amount for the month of October. I get to complete another Month with my productiveness. Of course with a little procrastinating, lol.

But even if I did procrastinate, still, I did my best to fulfil all those unwritten plan that I have created in my head. All of them was met and that gives me a good result. Seriously, I maybe lazy when it comes to othet things but when it comes to hustling, I am like in a war, ready to kill, charrr lol. With my weapon Which is my fingers and hand of course, hihi. My mind is also ready for that, to produce more nonsense article haha. We really need that you know. And the laziness that I can't fight sometimes, I still do that.

But, only when I'm already done with all of my hustling. Reading, commenting, interacting - this is where I always focus because I know it can give me a good result. A result that I really love. I am consistent when it comes to reading article. This One become a hobby now, lol, I feel incomplete when i didn't do that. I feel weird, is it just me? Di talaga ako mapakali, ganon. But anyways, going back to October report.

Tadaaaaaaa!!! Let's go grind hard again for the month of November shall we??!

November 01, 2022

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