Chaotic world, for a chaotic me. Chaotic mind, for someone like me.

I spent a long time looking for something to say, I became quiet about everything. Nor in myself, I have no confidence. I am very picky about who I talk to, who I associate with, and who I am friends with. not once, have I been able to open myself up, to things I don’t know if I can.

I always end up with questions like, “am I okay?”, “Can I still do it?”. Maybe so, I’m getting to the point where I really don’t want to. That I am so resigned to my life, and to myself.

That I want to stop everything.

I'm just a quiet person, as much as possible, I want to avoid a lot of people.

You knew me like this, I didn't even talk to you before. I don't even go along with your jokes and teasing, but you also become mine in the most unexpected moment.

who hopes you will be mine? You became mine by accident, it wasn't bad when I made my first move.

I've told you all, my flaws, what I was up to then and things that really set me up. At first, we both thought we were a lot different.

We are both wrong, because we have so much in common.

We are both like a mirror. In almost everything, we are one.

Okay, let's start.

1. The Mindset Of Yours

• Still remember our first call? Halos ako lang yung nagsasalita. Halos ako lang yung nagkekwento. Una palang, napansin ko nang isang sagot ka lang pero hindi naging problema sakin yun. Kasi kung ganyan ka, Tatanggapin parin kita ng buo.

2. Your Positive Side.

• Unexpected saakin masyado na ganyan ka kacheerup sa lahat. Ikaw yung tipong tao na hindi mo pinapansin yung problema kahit minsan ay sobrang down ka, minsan di ko alam paano papagaanin pakiramdam mo, pero dahil sa ayaw kong lalong bumigat pakiramdam mo, dadamagan kita palagi.

3. Your Presence.

• Kada nararamdaman ko presence mo sobrang pakiramdam ko ligtas ako, sobrang pakiramdam ko may nakabantay saakin. Sobrang pakiramdam ko, andyan ka lang at ako iiwan.

Madaming bagay kung bakit kita nagustuhan, pero hindi ko na iisa-isahin dahil alam mo na lahat ng bagay nayan.

So dahil dalawang araw nalang, pitong buwan na tayo. Gusto ko idaan ito sa article, tural stalker kita kahit saan. Pero mahal parin kita.

Baby,

Hi, alam ko masyado pang maaga para bumati ako. Pero gusto ko sabihin sayo na advance happy 7 months of love baby ko.

Alam mo, sobrang swerte ko sa part na nakilala kita, na dumating ka, na andito ka ngayon sa buhay ko. Hindi ko man masabi lahat sayo, pero gusto kkng malaman mo na habang tumatagal mas minamahal kita. Halos dinaig mo pang kaibigan ko, pero mahal ko. Ikaw yung tagapakinig sa drama ko, ikaw yung labasan ko ng sama ng loob, ikaw yung taga cheerup ko, kulang nalang bumuo tayo ng cheering squad. Dejk.

Sa totoo lang, hindi ko alam kung ano yung naidulot o naiambag ko sayo, kung bakit paulit-ulit mo saakin sinasabi at binabanggit na ako yung nagiging Dahilan mo kung bakit ka tumitino, na ako yung nagtutulak sayo, at nagiging inspiration mo para mas tumino at magbago ka. Sa totoo lang, diko hinihiling na magbago ka, di ko hinihiling na baguhan mo sarili mo ng dahil saakin, at dahil sa naging tayo. Pero, sinabi mo...ginagawa mo to kasi ayaw mo akong mawala sayo.

Ako rin, ayaw ko nang mawala ka pa sakin.

Halos palagi mo sinasabi na first time mo lang maranasan yung ganitong bagay na nagsettle ka sa isang relasyon, dahil saakin mo nahanap lahat ng gusto mo.

Ako rin, first time ko lang makatagpo ng taong halos inintindi at hindi ako jinudge kaya hindi kita papakawalan.

Baby mahal, walang magbabago saating dalawa hah? Mahal na mahal kita. Tandaan mo, kahit minsan magulo ka sa lahat ng bagay, di yan magiging reason para iwanan at humanap ako ng iba. Mamahalin kita, sa kabila ng lahat ng inperfections mo.

Kaya kapit lang, magkikita rin tayo 💓.

Author's Note:

Malayo ka lang, pero mahal kita. Sa pagdating ng tamang panahon makakasama rin kita ng halos araw-araw na, thank you hah? Thankyou sa pananatili sa kabila ng lahat. I love you and super thank you 💓

I'm so prouddd, I read 10 articles todayyy. HAHAAH sorryyyy busy talaga masyadooo.

9-12-21

By: OfficialGamboaLikeUs

Ps: saya nya ipakitabg nabubuo nya yung rubics cube 😭 tamang sanaol lang ako.