I'm nervous, I'm not scared, I'm excited, I'm happy.

That's what I feel right now, all I know is I am excited to see the person who I love for more than a year now. Being in a long distance relationship needs a huge trust and there it is, both of us promised and tell each other that we're going to see each other soon but we did not expect to turn out this way.

Maybe this article is all about for you, it's because you're too special for me.

How it is happened?

Months ago, I mean last year. You saw how I struggled to my own family where I know I can't do nothing about it. You keep reminding me that I don't have any wrongs about this things because at first we both do our best and I didn't wish for this kind of family. You became a bestfriend type, a lovable partner, a parent and a guidance to me. You became the everything that I didn't expecting.

You knew how hard the life for me is. I kept pretending that I'm happy, I kept pretending that I'm okay. Not until you the one who noticed the sadness in my eyes which it shocked me the most.

We're not the best couple, maybe we're not the best one. But you are the person who makes me feel that everything is find and everything is better day by day.

Everyday, you force me to have my checkup so that we can make sure that I'm still okay. I still remember when I cried because of too much back pain due of my monthly period, inili-ili mo pa ako but you fall asleep all of sudden. I just smiled and laugh, remembering that you as my partner you always making me happy and smile all of the time.

I'm not a kind of person who will show you my real emotion, you know how secretive I am. But you're the most secretive that I am.

I feel guilty anytime that I am scolding you about the things what I noticed. You just kept saying sorry and promise me not to repeat it again, I can see how you changed habang tumatagal tayo.

You become the most better person than the first time that I met you.

You become the person who used to listen and to follow everytime that I am telling you to do that, and this. You became the person who shows how you deal with something you really want to, with someone who you really want to.

Each day you're upgrading, haha chars. Each day you become the better version of you where you ended up making sure that everything was fine, and everything was good. Aww, my heart is melting everytime that you explaining what you really feels.

You just open up once, you just open up about what you feel wheneve that I am quiet about what I really feel. We both stressed that time, but ended up listening to each other and emphasizing each other's feeling.

Tomorrow is the day, where I am going to leave this hometown of mine and go travel outside of my comfort zone.

Tomorrow is the day, where they said, my real journey will begin. I am excited at the same time I'm nervous. I know everything will not be the same as always just like what I used to.

New people, and new environment. Adjustment if needed, and I need to be stronger and I need to be confident enough to face new things. I know I beed a huge adjustment at everything, and it makes me feel kinda nervous to think about what my parents will say.

This time I don't need their help i want to stand with my own two feet. I feel like im becoming a independent woman just dor this, I know its hard and it wasn't easy to ba a independent woman but ill see what i can do and how far I'll go.

For many years of praying and wishing,hoping, finally tomorrow is the day when im finally able to achieve one of my goals,wish.

For months of enduring hardwork and months of enduring pain finally ill be able to free from my shackles as I will be achieving my goals

Final Thoughts.

Heyoo everybody! I'm not sure if I can make an article tomorrow or not. Jusko dalawa na absent ko this month or 3? Ayaw ko dagdagan ng pangapat.

By the way, thankyou for those who wished me luck sa travel. I'm still a noobie and I'm nervous HAHAHAHA.

2022
MARCH22.2022