My First Face To Face Experience Gone Wrong.

So I go back to school today but everything is not easy. I experienced so much pain in my stomach because I accidentally slip away at the end of the cliff while walking at the side of the road going to an Agricultural Building.

So what happened is, maybe my stomach got shock that's why I felt the pain inside, it's like the stitches can't hold longer and the damage inside were active. I need to excuse earlier because the pain was becoming much more intense while I'm sitting any longer.

I told my teacher that I'm going to excuse for a while since my stomach is hurting bad. I felt like there's wrong inside me, and I really feel tired right now because of it.

So because some of you didn't know that I underwent surgery, let me share it again.

Last 2017, It's the first year that I got check up because of being irregular. My period didn't came for like 1 year and I didn't pay attention to it not until my mother was the one who noticed that, and told me to go and have check up.

When I got to the hospital, I got my first ultrasound and my obgyne saw a small cyst inside me. Because it was small, I didn't pay attention to it. She give me a recommendation about another ultrasound so that she can figure it out easily. My 3 years ex and me was still in a relationship back then. She told me that I was going to die and that time I was depressed so what I did is I didn't follow my ob advise and didn't do any checkups.

Last 2018, everything didn't go easy, that's where the time where I feel so much pain on my lower abdomen but still I didn't pay attention to it. But that time, I'm having a problem about having a period.

At 2019, I got my check up again and my obgyne give me a medicine and told me to have a proper checkup each month. But instead, I still didn't pay attention to what she said, sobrang pasaway ko. I just take the medicine that she gave and whenever that my period came I'm so okay with it.

At 2020, whenever I'm having a priod, my lower abdomen hurts so much. There are times where I passed out because of it. I don't feel okay and I'm not really feel okay, I have no appetite, and I'm experiencing so much back pain, at first I thought it was just normal not until the pain become intense and all I can do is to lay down.

At 2021, I already knew that the cyst becomes bigger and still I didn't pay attention to it. What's on my mind is to let my self die since I'm not into this world anymore, I'm emotionally depressed and stress also my anxiety hits really hard during this time. So I think that killing myself slowly is the best way to die.

But I met this the person that I Loved right now, at first I was afraid to tell her everything because I thought she's not going to accept me. Lmao, if you're reading this I'm sorry. After a month I told her everything and she's the one who kept pursuing me to have a check up and to underwent operation.

Lmaoooo, she was asking me to have checkups and to go to my appointment to the point where she didn't stop asking me to have it.

At april 2021, I undergo my checkup again and this time I already do what my obgyne told me. I underwent another ultrasound and there it is, a 11cm cyst found inside me and the doctor asked me if I feel anything to my lower abdomen. I told him that I felt heavy and he told me that it's because of my cyst.

At may 2021, this is the time where I go for a checkup to have a 2nd opinion. I forgot what kind of uktrasound is this but this was where there's a small tube that will enter into your butt to see the cyst inside. That time they didn't saw that I have 2 cyst. The big one is the only visible inside of it.

At june 2021, this is the month where I underwent hysterectomy. Actually, my obgyne was surprise because I have a 2 cyst at my left ovary and it looks like it was going to rapture already if she will not take it. I also hear when she said, "I'm glad I scheduled her sooner rather than later.", Maybe because it it was later my left ovary will going to rapture. Since I have 2cyst at where the big cyst is, she asked permission to my parent that she'll going to take off my left ovary or else it will rapture and the cancer cells will spread if it's happen.

After that, I spend my 11hrs at recovery room. I feel horrible when the anesthesia were gone. I felt like I become a manananggal because it hurts so much.

But yeah, until now I'm recovering good mot until what happened earlier. I felt the pain dame as before and it feels like something inside me was wrong.

Okay so let's go continue.

To be honest, I regret walking at the side road where the cliff is, when I accidentally slipped my feet earlier, my friend suddenly grab my hand and ask me if I'm okay because my face became pale. But that time I didn't feel anything that is hurting inside me. Not until when we are nesr to the agricultural building that's where I feel the pain was spreading from my stitches and to my stomach. At first, i didn't pay attention to it because I thought it was only because of the state of shock about what happened earlier. Not until, when I sit down the pain was become intense and more intense where I really want to cry and to asked for a help.

When my teacher was lecturing earlier, I felt like I'm going to passed out not until one of my classmate raise her hand and said I look super pale. My teacher got worried and asked me if what's wrong, I can't say one word because I felt like whenever I'm going to say a word, I'm going to puke.

My friend explained everything and my teacher suddenly call someone who's near at the school entrance. The school entrance was 2 kilometers away at where the agricultural building is so I really need to grab a car or a motor so that I can go to the entrance, when the motorcycle came, they help me to stand but I really feel that my stomach was aching bad inside and I felt like my body becomes tired all of sudden. My legs feel numb and I don't feel okay, so when I got to the school exit, the guard help me to find some tricycle who were going to deliver me at home.

When I got home, I lay down easily and that's the time where I chatted my baby. To be honest, that was the most painful experience that I ever experienced ever since I undergo operation.

My mother give me the medicine that the hospital gave before I go home, it was for my stomach incase it got hurt so much. And yeah, after I drink that the pain lessen a lil bit and I'm hoping that I'll feel better sooner.

Thankyou for reading!

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