"Why can't I just give you my heart? If it's possible, I guess you'll accept it." Ren said when I faced him. In fact, he never got tired of joking with me like that for almost a year.

"Aren't you tired? You keep repeating what you say, how many times have I heard that from you since last year." my only answer. I can't look at him, it's like my heart is tickled by the stares he shows.

"I'm serious, Euchress. If you accept my heart, this is all I have to offer." He answered simply. I immediately took out my phone, I suddenly saw that today is Valentine's Day. "You're joking, you know I don't want to get hurt." I'm almost not sure, he's always been like this.

I felt him take a deep breath and hold my hand, "I won't hurt you, you're not mine yet but I've been taking care of you for a long time." I can't hide the nervousness I feel from the words he uttered, I can't tell if my heart is happy or if I already love himfrom start to finish.

He is not kidding, he is true to what he says. Since the day we met, he never stopped saying hello and making sure if I was okay or if I had eaten and anything else. To be honest, I am very happy with him, apart from being very lucky to meet him..I am also very lucky because of the amount of people in the world, he and I met. He sympathized with me almost often, he often encouraged me. He often makes me smile and often makes me feel that I am very important to him. I've pushed him once, but no matter what I do to get him to stay away from me. .he is still there to catch me at times when I can't lift my own feet.

Oh God, I cannot afford to lose this person.

"When I see you, I wish I was just an ant so I could bite you both." I suddenly distanced myself from Ren when one of our acquaintances suddenly entered but unfortunately, I almost fell and I felt someone grab my hip before I fell.

My chest is pounding, my heart is pounding so hard that it's like there's no tomorrow. I don't know if my feelings are happy because of what he is showing. He is often like that, when I get bumped, he suddenly grabs my head before hitting anywhere, or maybe he warns me.

"Take it easy, you're going to bump into what you're doing." he suddenly said. Suddenly, our acquaintance became silent so he pulled me towards him because if he let go of me, I would definitely act out of balance. "Sorry." I only said. "I'm leaving, it looks like I came in here wrong." he said. Suddenly we both laughed and stared at each other. I just realized that his eyes are so beautiful to stared at. I feel like I'm drowning staring at him.

"Don't look at me like that, I'll melt." He said, I couldn't hold back and kissed him. He didn't say a word about what I did, I just felt him hold my neck until our kiss got deeper and deeper.

And finally, February 14, 2021. We're now official.

Final thoughts

• I'm more active than I thought, how's everyone? I hope you guys are fine.

By the way, I have this little rant of mine.

Being a call center is ny dream job, but when I started working as an agent, my hairfall got worsen. I just realized that my body cannot keep to be awake whole night. And because of that, I planned to render. Do you guys think that I choose the correct decision? Because I'm so disappointed to myself that I cannot continue my dream job. I already told my partner about this, and she said that I need to think more about my health. Since, having maxicard or maxihealth card can cover up other things on the hospital but not the medicines and etc. She said, that if I'm just working to used my money at the hospital, then I should just focus on writing.

Wat do you guys think?