Unrequited Love

March 04, 2022

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Have you ever been in love with someone who doesn't love you back? For this blog of mine let me tell you a story of a two girl who has been experiencing this kind of thing.

I remember when I was in High School I had a friend who had a crush on a guy ever since we were in Elementary. She has always been going to the toilet to see the guy, she used this excuse for her to go outside and make simoy to the guy she loves.

Monday to Friday she always does the same thing. And I am the one who accompanies her love desire on this guy. I am not judging her on this kind of papansin but sometimes I felt tired and I wanted to say to that guy that my friend was in love with him a long time ago, but if I would do that, What would be happened in our friendship?

So I decided not to tell him and continue to support my friend all the way.

Everytime na may Valentine's Party, nagbibigay yung friend ko ng Valentine's card dun sa guy. Luckily I had a friend in the same section as that guy so I give it the card to my friend and tell her to give it to Joneth. Then my friend ask me if " I had feelings for joneth? and" I told him that no! I don't have anything for him.! " And she was so kulit that time, she wanted to know who is the one who had feelings for his classmate. But my mouth is sealed because I promise not to tell anything to anyone else.

My friend said that if the time came she is the one na dapat mag-sabi nito. So hinayaan ko siya until our graduation was coming but she wasn't able to tell anything or everything to that guy. So nasusura na ko noon, but still nanaig parin ang making pagiging good friend to her.

Until nagkita kami sa High School muli, I thought Hindi kami magkikita na dahil sa iba na siya mag-aaral but bigla daw nag change of mind yung sister niya sa paguwi sa province so she still in our place.

At luckily we were the same section again, kaya that moment I told her na kapag Hindi pa niya sinabi kay joneth yung feelings niya is ako ang magsasabi." I told her na what if joneth has feelings for her too" so she said "pagiisipilan ko muna.

Arrrggh..!!

Asar na asar na talaga ako nun, so I decided to challenge her. Sabi ko I had a crush on joneth brother so if I told to joneth brother what my feelings for him. Siya naman ang aamini kay joneth na go-to niya rin ito.

Medyo kinabahan ako that time kasi for the first time in my life magsasabi ako ng ganun, but sabi nga nila " Crush is paghanga, sometimes nawawala"

1st year High School ako noon at 4th year yung kapatid ni joneth then I waited him into the canteen. My friend was there to to testified na ginawa ko yung dare.

Then walang ano- ano I told Kenneth everything. Then he laughed at me and tell me that I am too young for him, and he said that I am young and pretty so many guys would love me for sure. Pero siya raw ay hindi papatol sa lasing dead ng kapatid niya.

When i heard that all my hopes are gone, akala ko magkakagusto siya sakin but hindi so i told Kenneth that thank you for saying the truth. Then sabay joke ko na, Crush lang naman kita hindi po kita "LOVE" haha!

The next day my friend was ready to tell jonneth what she's feeling. But Jonneth isn't kind like his brother. When my friend give him a love letter, he didn't have time to open it and he ran away from us. As if we had a virus or something. Nakakaloko talaga yun, tapos nakita namin sila sa second floor binabasa yung sulat ng friend ko.

Makikita mo sa mata ni Jonneth yung nakaksurang itsura na ayaw na ayaw mong makikita sa tanang buhay mo. Then when he sees us he immediately run to us and back the letter to my friend. Then his friend was starting to asar my friend and Jonneth. But Jonneth seem not like it and he pushed his friends harder and they laughing, as if we were not around. Arrrhgh! It's hurt you know?

Every time they see us, Jonneth look us like we had a nakakahawang sakit. Duhhhh!! Masama naba magsabi ng feelings, hindi naman siya kagwapuhan noh!..

Sarap tuktukan ng dalawang sakong kaban na bigas! I don't know what my friend saw him, he is not too kind or too gwapo naman.

After that incident, my friend was ashamed and she even saying that it was my fault, bakit nangyari lahat ng yun? She say na kung Hindi ako nagdare Hindi niya sana sasabihin yun at itatago nalang niya. Muntik pa kaming mag-away buti nalang sinabi ko sa kanya na even me was rejected too. Hindi lang naman siya! then we were crazy laughing to each other, at the same time we were crying too.

We inloved on the same surname but they didn't love us back.

Closing thought;

Telling you love someone isn't a crime. It better to tell the truth at first so you can move on if ever he/she rejected you. And if someone telling you that she/he loves you please don't say anything that harsh and don't used your circle of friends to tease that person. Teasing and not telling the truth immediately is like a poisonous act that little by little could kill on that person. In other word don't be so harsh Okay! If you can't love him/her back just say it in a nice way.

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Unrequited Love

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