A soft hearted one with anger issue on the side

"beep beep beep..." the alarm disrupt my deep slumber, my hands automatically roamed the table beside me just to try to get my phone and stop that annoying sound, hearing that means another day to go again to my never ending of flipping pages in this never ending book of life...

Let me first flexed to all of you these kind humans who helps and guide me through my journey here in this platform and also to all my readers, sponsors, visitors, friends and commentators, a deep gratitude too all of you

So let's go deep down to the topic here...

Ever meet an individuals that always shows up agitated, techy, impatient, and always get easily irritated even on simple things, like they always road to an indignant act on things that even in the first place is not a big deal...

Because if you never run into that one, then feel free to utter a hello to me, I'm a soft hearted person with an anger issue...

I'm not that kind of person who's always act patience and if I already exceeded that quite short limit of being patient, then I advice that you should be stay away for a mean while because I can't handle my self when that happens, something always triggers my anger towards things and people, even just the buzzing of alarm every morning makes me just want to smack my phone haha, that's why I restrain myself from buying digital alarm clocks because I might just destroy them because of my behavior haha.

Everything that makes me annoyed in a short time I always forbearance myself from showing my anger issues specially to those people who surrounds me,

Even my family when I'm in a simple misunderstanding I have this attitude to raised the tone of my voice and I just can't listen and don't want to accept any explanation on them, it just getting settled when I already tried to compose myself and to feel at ease then I'm ready to listen and accept my mistakes and deal with so that misunderstanding will get fixed.

Even with I'm in our circle, even my closest one makes me annoyed if they already did something that could precipitate my anger and just burst out and say words that I shouldn't say in the first place,

Even in the times like that, my soft hearted part is never been gone there are just times that it will just concealed by my anger, and to be admitted I can't restrain myself from you saying painful things to people, sometimes I'm trying to count numbers in my mind to calm myself but it's not really effective sometimes and the feeling just needed to be released like thunders.

You see everyone, every humans have different limits on every situation that we are dealing off, some of us could really just explode in a matter of a short period of time, and some can handle it for how longer they can, but we all have thag certain limits that if it exceeded then all feelings and actions are needed to be released to something or someone, ever heard of the stories in wattpads that when the lead man is so angry they smack or punch the wall?, that's really one of their ways to restrain themselves from hurting the people they love even those people caused so much pain to them.

Images sources:

https://www.thehealthy.com/mental-health/anger-management/

https://healthysenseofself.com/anger-issues-block-hysos/amp/

https://www.pinterest.com/pin/426153183496275165/

lean image source:

https://www.pinterest.com/pin/658229301784295281/

That's it for now guys, have a nice day to all, enjoy and stay hydrated, this Sunday should be a rest day for everyone, rest and have time for yourself and also to bond with your family and friends, Happy sunday to all enjoy!