Just... some rants

Yesterday, we celebrated Clea's third month of being here with us. It may not be as grand as others' celebration but it's the thought of remembering that counts. The three of us, me, Clea and Clea's father together with my family is a joy for me. We were here in our home because my boyfriend and his mom had a misunderstanding which made her mom to be mad and told him to live separately from their house. Actually, it's the second time that I heard that from his mom. The last time was when I was still pregnant. They had a misunderstanding that time too. Oh, I forgot I wrote about it because I can't contain my sadness that time. I, as a girlfriend would feel the same if my boyfriend gets sad, upset or something. He's annoying sometimes (hmm all the time) but I still care for him especially now that I saw how he takes care of Clea. I didn't imagine that he will be that loving father because it's not part of his character. But now, he's more mother-ry than me. Lol. What I mean about mother-ry is him being more knowledgeable than me when it comes to taking care of Clea. He is more skillful than me when it comes to letting Clea sleep, in carrying her and even making her calm. I don't know but I think he's more feminine than me.

Going back to the issue, yes his mom told him he should live separately and it deeply hurt him because he cried again. Although his mom didn't told me to go, I have this initiative to go because I would not be there in their home if not because of my boyfriend. I felt glad too because I really want to go back to our own home. (Am I a bad girlfriend? Never mind) After hearing those hurtful words from his mom, my boyfriend hastened to our room and packed our things. He also told me that we will go somewhere away from their home and I jokingly said that I won't go because I don't have a bag to pack my things with. But he's so persistent. His dad didn't allow us to go and his tone of voice is commanding us to listen. He is so firm but my boyfriend's decision is firm too that's why we decided to go to my grandma's house.

I am also thinking that what had happened is a blessing for me because I really wanted to go home but I find it so hard to tell to my boyfriend for he might feel that I don't like it there in their place. I like being there because there's a strong internet connection and we have electricity there but the presence of his mom I mean the attitude of his mom sometimes annoys me. I guess this is what they called 'a home can't have two queens'.

But congratulations to those who have good relationship with in-laws! How did you do that? Lol. Because of what happened, we decided to just rent in a boarding house for us to be there, just the three of us. In this way, we can decide on our own without our parents' intervening with our decision.

Hmm kay I think this would be enough for now. Clea is crying again. Maybe she's hungry already or her diaper is already wet. Gotta go and do mom's duty.

I will be reading some articles too while the signal is still good.

Have blast this Friday night!

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