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Come feel the Rain cause I'm thirsty for it Date: February 5th, 2022 Saturday **I'm thirsty for it. I'm thirsty for this rain. My wish is finally coming true as I wanted an untimely rain to make me feel happy. I desired rain in winter. When people are avoiding the cold, I am desiring the rain. The only way to feel the thirst. The thirst of feeling nostalgic. What else should it be? The rain is the only way to remember old days. At least I do. So, this sudden rain is a blessing for me.**

Hello family. Your desired Devil is at home and enjoying the heavy rainfall. I consider it as a token of love from the Almighty as I was demanding it. When I was going to office, I noticed that the sky is gloomy which is a normal incident in winter. Out of nowhere the rain came when I was returning from office! Wait, what? Really? I was about get drench in it but my mother forbade me. She knew that I would be out of my room to feel the rain and would get cold, so she shouted and warned me before getting drench. I was upset but I can't refuse my mother's request or reject her order. I'm loyal to my family. But how to feel the rain, the most desired one?

**My soul is still saying it loud and clear.** Come feel the rain because I'm thirsty for it. Old and new memories, memories of walking home together, walking to garden in rain, having shower in rain in the pond (this one is crazy and I agree). Those days were so beautiful when we all were returning from schools and the rain started. We willingly got drenched in spite of having umbrellas and rain coats. We cannot bring them back. Now we are responsible adults and parents. Now we worried about our kids and family members. Now we rarely get drenched. Our life changes but the rain is still there. I wish I could reverse my life and enjoy those moments again. I want my days back when I was able to ditch all my artificial stuffs and happily run in the rain. My mom would be running after me with a stick. I want those scenarios.

I'm on my bed now. I'm hearing the heavy rainfall. The sound of it is pure and it’s going on following a rhythm. Wait a minute! Who is playing it like this way? The Almighty. My heart melts. That sound is buzzing around my ears. Actually I love to sleep while hearing smooth voice or cool bgm. Oh! Bgm means background music. Thus are used in movies or songs. One of the most lovable is the sound of heavy rain. But today I don't need one to play on my smartphone. I'm listening it. Right outside my room. Heavy rainfall with a rhythm. This is pure happiness. Where else should I find a peace of happiness like this one?

**I know there is no way to send my message to the rain but I want to say it some of my feelings.** Those unknown feelings may fade soon but I want the rain to remember these all. Why I want to drench in rain? It purifies my soul and I feel it. I can cry and smile while standing in heavy rain. It reminds me that the Almighty is showering me with His kindness. I plead my guilt and misdeeds to Him while getting wet in rain. I feel like my soul has been cleaned from dust and darkness. That's why I feel it so widely. That's why I want it so badly. That is the reason to request for another rainfall.

**Monsoon is around two months away. But this type of early rain is blessing. At least for me. I'm thirsty for it. My soul is dry enough. I need the moisture. I need the healing ability back. It's dark here and only the rain could wash away it. I desired this rain and I want it again.** *All the pictures are captured by me.* Thanks for being with me and enjoying the rain. ©Lucifer01

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