Todays is a really wonderful day and I don't wanna say the opposite; woke up with totally weird vibes and unable to decide if I woke up happy or not. I appreciate that I didn't wake up depressed and that's all that matters to me, but at the same time I'm trying to understand why I'm not happy either. I'm simply caught up in the middle; maybe there's a struggle between good and evil somewhere in my mind that I'm totally unaware of and there's no winning side today.
Apart from the fact that I can't decide which side I'm on, I found myself extremely sleepy almost like I've been bitten by a tsetse fly; if you know that fly then you'd know that its sting leads to sleeping sickness or what scientists call trypanosomiasis- I hope I spelt it correctly. I don't intend to get bitten because I'd die before I even get to wake up..haha..
It's basically two things; either I was bitten by a tsetse fly or I've been injected with the covid-19 vaccine while I drifted off to dreamland last night. No one would dare do the latter without my permission for that will be violation of human rights and I'd get somebody arrested (just kidding).
Woke up this morning few minutes past 6am feeling indecisive, took a walk to the dining room (it's a big house so you don't simply go to the dining room, you take a walk to the dining room), met my cousin already preparing breakfast which I wasn't interested in (was cooking beans). Told him I didn't know what to write and I needed inspiration.. haha... his response was "I don't know what to write either".
Anyway I postponed writing this morning by an hour; instead of the usual 9 am posts, I decided I was gonna write by 10 pm due to laziness coupled with the fact that I didn't know what to write and was simultaneously feeling sleepy.
Twas 9am already and I still don't know what to write. I've heard of writers block but today's version is completely different; imagine having writer's block and feeling sleepy simultaneously, that's something I'd call a writers nightmare.. haha. Eventually went back to bed few minutes past 9am, passed out and woke up 10:17... damn..this is a far cry from my usual time of publishing and I'm still contemplating what to write. I'm so sleepy that I haven't eaten breakfast either, the appetite has been overcome by my lust for more sleep.
Finally jumped out of bed by 10:30am and began to type my usual nonsense when Best friend's whatsApp message came in and I got distracted mainly because I had to minimize my note pad to reply her messages immediately while switching back to continue from where I stopped. I eventually lost track at some point and had to clear the entire draft and started over...
This distraction occurred mainly because I'm not writing on my laptop this morning, we're lacking power supply and my laptop has been dead since last night, I'm too lazy to take a walk to the petrol station for fuel to power the generator, all I want to do is have more sleep, but going on with this sleep will defeat my purpose for the day because I wouldn't get to write an article and it will be me going against my "yes to writing everyday".
Today is one of those days where I rant about not knowing what to write and I simply write whatever comes to mind without thinking or re-evaluating if what I'm writing will make any sense to my readers or not. Pardon my ignorance and my lack of writing skills; I'm still learning and I do not think I ever will stop learning.
Now that I'm done writing, I guess it's time for more sleep. No work today, just rest, my body needs it and I will allow it.
It really is a sleepnesday.
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yesterday for me was not an exhausting day unlike Monday and Tuesday lol I wasn't that busy yesterday, so HAHAH