What did I gain from my previous work?

March 15

Ohh we are in our halfway to go of our very own month of March. Time really run so fast dear. We were able to become an old easily like this haha.

H A P P Y T U E S D A Y

Let me have this day be my choose-day. I wanted to choose my day as question and answer portion. And join me, lets gooooo....

• My worst enemy is my own mind. I am extremely upset sometimes to myself because my own thoughts can be a treator of my own happiness. It's very hard sometimes to deal our own mind where it keeps trying to make us down and hopeless. I overthink a lot where it lead me to my lowest point that somehow it's hard for me to go back of being optimistic. My mind is really my own worst enemy as always. I keep trying to overcome this kind of situation but somehow negative motion will eat me it's because I keep overthinking. Once I already overthink for sure a little by little it will ruin my positive thinking.

  One way that I should overcome this kind of energy is I will remember the our father and Hail mary. I will recite it again and again in order my negative mind will cast away.

Sometimes it is hard to pretend like you understand certain thing but it doesn't. There were times that I wanted to make it clear and understand it seriously but somehow it is hard.

Do you know what are the things that makes myself pretended that I truly understand but I don't, was the process of God. I would always tell to myself that yes, I understand why I am still here, there's no progress and don't have yet any achievement but then I was just pretending. It's hard knowing that you are still on the process of waiting and you don't even still know the answer of success seems like a hopeless. A great pretender that truly understand that why still in the process of waiting but the truth is it doesn't. God is working out of things that it's hard for us to understand. Sometimes, we were able to experience the discouragements, disappointments and anything that would turn ourselve hopeless because as a matter of fact we are just pretending that we understand but we don't.

My first job was quite a rollercoaster one where being employed was an eye opener of reality. It was more on adjustment before you will enjoy of what you were doing in every work hours. We all know that being employed salary is the number one reason why we wanted to get employed but one thing in the reality aside from the salary we've get, we tend to gain as well some priceless things. These are the memories of our workmates. What do I love aside from the salary I get from the work I had before is having friends. My workmates has something a great impact of connection of where it started when we help one each other. Actually, we have different area field but because of some area need to have companion and also need workforce of a team, we are collaborated each other. I gain lots of friends and they became my one call away friend. My first job was very memorable one because I do enjoy my work with my workmates. Our work is not that easy and it would really spent so much sweat and energy but because of the healthy surroundings with the team, our work is very easy. We've gain healthy relationship and memories worth to treasure.

I would rather be a child with less attractive and extremely intelligent. Being a child, attractiveness is nothing. I can't use it to the real world because as a matter of fact being a child need to be more creative. Creativeness of a child makes something an imaginary amazing. In fact, extremely intelligent was a remarkable of being a child wherein it is more attractive of being smart. As what our parents wanted us to be more studios because that was the main thing they would give us and support to our future. Less attractive is okay but extremely intellegent is more than okay and more attractive one.

Those questions are seriously tricky but it gives me more deep understanding about my own perception. From the questions above, I answered it through my experiences, observation and my own perspective.

Anyway, seems like my eyes already a blurry one and maybe I need to take some rest first.

Thank you for reading!