HAHAHAH Let me laugh first😂 I don't know howthis story went well. Okii okii.

Since Valentines is approaching and many users here keep sharing about love, relationships, dating, flowers or any as long as related to this coming event of Heart's day.

Love is truly on the air. Butterflies on the stomach keep flying. February 14 is the day where full of love, full of happiness and full of showing gifts to loveones.

As I imagining it, it was indeed a beautiful world where everyone is celebrating the day of Valentines. Throwing all the I love you, receiving flowers or any presents, surprises and many more. Everyone is full of happiness from their faces and full of love from their hearts.

♪ ♬♪And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine♬♬♪

I just want to sing this song to the world♪ ♬ ヾ(♡)ﾉ ♬ ♪

But hey, HOW'S MY VALENTINES DAY THROUGHOUT MY EXISTENCE?

Did you ever wonder why I laugh in the first sentence? Because I really don't know how to express it all to you. Haha with my existence in this world where I already have my degree, License with my profession and been experienced being employed,, did I experience it once in a life? .

Yes, I haven't! Hahahah read it twice😜yeah you are right not yet. I might have an exe's but I think I'm not deserve their all efforts if there is. Well honestly they don't have efforts haha! That is why my february 14 is not really an excitement day for me because I'm used to it like an ordinary day.

Way back high school, for sure lots of relationship here keep celebrating with their partners because most love here are all fantasies Haha (bitter). Dating is everywhere when time like this. If there are had crush on you for sure you will receive any letters or flowers in a secret way and that's what we called it admirer/suitors. Lots of guys spending their effort to make their girls happy on that day. They might be spend their money just to buy some stuffs. So, how about me?😅 honestly I was busy spending my effort giving cards and presents to all my favorite teachers. I don't have choice because no guy would admire and like me. No one ever give me such thing to make my high school days experience the Valentines day (D ba ako kaibig-ibig before? Grabeh kayo!) HAHA

When I was already a College, I think I already have a relationship this time but I never feel that I had especially when the Valentines day, I never see myself as a happy gilrfriend, a happy woman or a happy heart because this ex of mine was just full of words and full of hidden love actions. I was so full of word from him that time. He never give such an effort to make my Valentines day exist. So, I just ignore it since I'm not that kind of person who is demanding when it comes like that, nakakahiya din naman dba!

So, fast forward when I was still in college. I am already a single! Of course, no Valentines date again or even presents that would make me feel valentines is existing ahhaha. So poor! I remember seeing some of my boardmates received those stuffs it makes me giggle or kilig. Maybe that was just my role in life when Valentines celebrates. I was in the point of my life where I want to took a picture every stuffs they received because I wanted to experience those things that I haven't feel yet. So sad right?😅

What a happy face? Is that yours kleah? Is that yours?

Hahaaa of course not! Pretending like I received this kind of stuffs. Actually, l do love bouquet that is why I never waste this opportunity to took a picture. Look at that smile ahhahhahah reminiscing this kind of craziness of mine was really drive me crazy. At least, I experience to hold those stuffs hahaha. To tell you honestly, I just only took a picture together on it. The owner of that is my roommate and his boyfriend sent her that gifts. Edi, SanaAll🧡

Are you surprised? Tears of joy?

Hahahhah really have an acting skills! I just acted here that I was crying for the unexpected surprise given to me. Hahhah pang malakasang acting yarn?😅 Anyway, excuse to my ka artehan. That was also to my boardmate. His boyfriend surprised her with their monthsaries and I think that was also a valentines day. Haha I laugh myself here, I really feel the the gift together with the flowers. Edi, Sana all again🧡

Are you waiting to your date?

Hahaha poor lady! (na indian ka girl?) Haha this was taken 2019 I guess and there were a party booth during the valentines day. So, I and my friends went there to experience as well the party. We're all single that's why we are freeeeeee hahahhaa

So, yeah! That was my role before. Haha impersonating the others moment life.

I never ever dreaming so much about it because why should I? Ae charot lng😜 The right effort will be given to you from the man who loves you so much right? So, have patience on that thing because love doesn't define about those stuffs. I just having myself entertained that time because of course I have a craziness inside of my being so, do not imitate me!😂

Honestly, every girl dreams about it and that was my or our weaknesses too. (Mahirap mag generalize)

I may not yet experience the essence of valentines during every feb.14 still I am blessed that God wanted me to be satisfied of having my own self and loving my own self too. I really love myself!♡

Let me look forward this coming february 14, on where & whom I gonna impersonate myself again😜😂

I don't know if that was again my role in life this coming valentines.😅

Happy Heart Month!

P.s

May jowa na ako ngayon kaya let see kung may essence pa ba tong Valentines na sinasabi nila, aw hahahahahha okii Adios!