You may be wondering why and how this adds up but I took a trip to the stars a night before and my whole body was in a different realm. I remember it like it happened real. And I saw my self with this beautiful woman at the altar and the pastor said "you may now kiss". Woman you are made now a wife and Man you are made now her husband path not onto earth in sickness and in health till death do us path.
It was as if my life flashed before me, and families and friends begin to walk backwards as she undo's her makeup. As she came out of the dress and there was a witness of we becoming an imaginary us. It feels as though I have had a connection with her before and my mind ran into how you agreed to this being the most beautiful thing you've ever thought of.....I replied yes you it will be. Then you began shedding tears of how long this took before we finally agreed to walk down the isle. And I suddenly became emotional even though I still wouldn't understand what was happening but I still felt that I had done something wrong to have made her cry.
She closely narrated how long it took for us to meet and how she felt this wouldn't happen, but it still did which made her so emotional. So many ignored attempts, so many failures, so many trials before she finally got me to say yes.
There will be times when we look at our singleness and wonder if we need to apologize to christ. Wondering if that place we always dreamt of would be where we put on our imaginary closets I will a tuxedo and you, a gown that best fits the occasion.
As I began to get my memories back I remembered how slowly these things went off my eyes, snapped off inmeditely and I remembered I was just a dreamer thinking farther than I should have.
Our relationship failures dosent have to be our marital destinies. God is not bound by time so therefore our biological clocks do not conform to our marital necessity. Love is timeless and as we continue to watch and wait we will find each other at the right time.
So dear future wife, Jesus can restore back all the times we have lost, our hands will intertwine and our eyes will meet, our chemistry will click and at this moment we will know that we are meant to be with each other. So this is not to make you feel bad but just as a form of lesson.....some things are quite hard to explain but when we think about it "why the unnecessary wait in the first place.
Try to think of how bad you've wronged a relationship that was heading straight to a lasting commitment. Was it your fault, or was it the others fault. I hope you can understand after doing so.
Thank you for your time..
02 SEPTEMBER 2021
Imagination is a big thing. It either goes your direction and sometimes it doesn't go