Motivation from the Letters

This is my relation of every alphabets as a motivation, I'm sure you will find this more of an eye opener.

Always Believed,

Here I am again at the point when I feel everything was suppose to work the way I planned it to be just like the last time. What is worse is that everyone thinks I'm crazy and I'm tired of always feeling like a failure while pretending to be a success and it's a fallacy because my reality is that life is just a mess.

I don't feel him addressing me in my home, when I call he ignores his phone....you all think Gods close to appear, so I prayed quietly that he'd wipe my tears ....now I am yelling out loud "God can you hear me loud and clear"

Christ Didn't Ever Feel,

But you didn't even notice me, I'm always speaking so you should be seeking me. But you seem too far from me....

I put you in a house, put food in your mouth how do you still feel ignored. I hope you will pay attention and not end your time here on earth because of your ignorance.

Christ didn't ever feel anything closer to leaving you behind, you say I wasn't present yet I am still here. You need to hear a message from me today, but my words doesn't ever change.

God Had Inadvertedly Just Knowingly Left Me

I am not okay! God, where were you when I felt rejected and my life started falling apart? I was just chasing my dreams, relied only in you thinking I would get the desires of my heart....silly me thinking that I meant more to you.

I am praying hard but never got what I wanted to see. It feels like all my prayers are based on 'faith like a mustard seed' But that was your word yet I was found wanting at the cite of my dedication. God then told me "I placed my faith only when I needed something and not focused on him"

Now Oppression, Penetration Quicken Rage

I have been hurt, broken, at the point of giving up.... this frustration is too much for me, I can't continue living. I wanted to give my last trial to finding love...i got a No! She said she didn't even care about me. That i was just not for her and honestly i feel so abandoned in this world.

But i remember that I am supposed to be a light that shines bright and that God already took my pains and burden. If you can hear me, can you take me back....I have learnt my lesson, that you have given me a purpose even in the midst of the storm.

Savoring Thoughts, Ugly Vision.

But the feeling I have is much more than I can let go, it still blinded my vision and I feel so lost. I wouldn't say I wanted to take my life but I am completely de-motivated. I am weak and I am harbouring thoughts that I shouldn't.

My heart is racing and I feel like I am not crazy anymore....this is your power, I'm embracing it. This is a new power I must believe.

His sufferings on the cross was what allowed him to save me.

Wouldn't Exhume Youthful Zeal.

So this is to you who is struggling to find your purpose in this broken world, it isn't just finding one thing out of many options....it is taking the combination of every passion and doing it to glorify the one who has brought you into this world.

If you feel like you don't fit in, God already made you unique and you are more powerful if you believe that.

If you ever feel like there isn't any other way in this battle, fix your thoughts on the cross and he will always show up for you.

Thank you for reading.. Thank you all for the prayers and support 💖....

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11 SEPTEMBER 2021