Out of proportion my heart has never remained the same ever since I saw what happened over the years... my love for you is just like the love best known greater than a father to a daughter. But I see you trying so hard to be free from yourself, in your decisions and in your acceptance.
But what If you fix your eyes on me and watch me fix us both to show you that I'm the one for you. Come on, you need a relationship with me if you really wanna know me you going to have to give me the opportunity. I knew there where times you needed me and you thought I had left you but you know me I will never leave you nor forsake you.
Then I watched everything blow up, your heart became bitter, one thing I have to remind myself of is I have to keep myself together. Your growth was my complete test and how you would make an impact to become better. I have heard the news its everywhere, "how did you change from being the Godly person I know, to be in this form?."
But I still feel the way I do regardless, I'm still ready to have you back. I'm going to be the cover you never had, I will make up for all you've lost, I will cherish every moment with you in the way nobody has ever done in the past. You got too excited of the presents and gifts you received that you got a false conviction and immediately what I struggled to build was pulled down by a mare faded lust. I thought that our bond couldn't be broken but it did. Look, I know your heart has been broken but I'll make things right again only if you accept me.
I have equally waited for you without looking else where and I want this to be the point where things will be made right, and you have seen deeply the true instability of humans. And out of fear, out of anger, out of insecurity, out of a bad conviction, your ability to know what to do when you ought to shows that I'm still going to be there when you need me.
When you do certain things or make impulse decisions and when it's messed up by lies, and several other things like cheating, if you give in to your guilty pleasures then its hard to ever come out of it. The doors to your heart can't remain locked and you expect me to break my way through, that will be extremely hard to do. You really do have to understand what is out there and what is working against you.
"Seriously this is a proposal of what I want and what you can't let go of.... so whenever you need me to fight for you, I'll always be there.. whenever you get lost I'll be there to guide you..."
What will you choose, me or your Ex?...
The decision is all yours to choose from.. we can get so caught up by what people think and feel that it makes sense than what the truth is.. You see I have called you out of darkness and into the marvelous light, your acceptance is your only way out. You where being deceived to becoming a slave but through me who was able to bare the pain on the cross can set you free.
It's hard to be better at finding you but its better to not give up at finding you.. what you see in all those things you did in the past can all be wiped off if only you accept my proposal... so this is where I'll stop for now..
That is all you need to believe...
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October 2021
You always amazed and inspire me with your works. At first, I thought it was your relationship with a girlfriend but as soon as I have finished reading it until the end, I realize that you're referring to the one above.
Thanks for this wonderful message sir