Change can't always be put in people's hands, the true greatest remains that you can bring hope into a hopeless situation. This artistic mind of mine wont take time to heal but it will stop for anything... I tend to digress so I tried to progress but life is full of contradictions and lately to you pain feels way better than it should. You're feeling it, but still submerged into your notebooks refusing to come up into the surface to breathe life into suffocation.
I am looking at someone who was dying to love and someone so scared of going insane that really needed something or anything to tell you something different about your situation or problems. You've got to try to cease the inspiration presently there, avoid looking at the facts on the table saying you can never amount to anything. You would see that the more you tried to leave, the more something stronger is pulling you back.
I'm drowning in self inflicted pain, I am that black wolf howling... but you know I've been trained to be a monster in a world full of monsters who don't like monsters who has mastered the art of becoming monsters. So I feel people spit salt to our wounded hearts and we try to survive daily in a place where people don't really care about us and our vision.
You really have to come out of that mindset, do not let those weaknesses cause you to loose the purpose of your living. And anyone that says you can't be who you want to be is a monster in human clothing. This is your moment to change your genre's and everything you hear and believe into an inspiration.
Rise up and put on a smile, walk in God's marvelous light and the stories that was known about you will be written off. Stay clear from the side of lies, but stay daily on the side of truth. Live life in hope, that there's going to be a resurrection or rather a restoration of what you feel you lost in the past. Earlier this year, I could have lost my mind coz I was too attached to things that I lost all the money I had with me... like everything was gone. Giving up wouldn't make it easier, or make it look good so I picked up my broken pieces with confidence and went in with full force to regain my balance again.
It's never too late to surprise our doubters and prove them wrong.
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October 2021
Lots of things to learn from your article, keep your hope strong and you won't regret it. God knows how to pay his people.