Leaving my read.cash Journey
Date: March 19, 2022 Author: JustMaryel
I never thought I could go far from this, especially a type of person like me who easily loses interest in a short period of time. Walang nagtatagal and super happy that I am able to reach my 7th month of staying at read.cash despite the struggles, writer blocks, discouragements and boredom where I always attempt to leave my journey but I always fought my privilege of meeting this site once in my life. Life is really unpredictable and will throw more reasons to not continue what I am fighting for and put me at the edge of the road where end is my only option. I thought a hundred times before I ended with this decision of mine. Maybe some of you will think it is too shallow a reason and it's to sayang since I already established something and am so fortunate that I didn't experience what other users experience. I will not spill the beans but a little gist it so hard when life strikes you silently.
Honestly, I can't put my emotions and thoughts into words because I can't find the English term for it. lol. I still have time to joke around but seriously as I type this raging crumble words are coming in and out co'z some part of me didn't agree on my decision but other part is so firm that I'll make the right decision. I think you already catch what I am trying to say and the title speaks what this article will be but to make it clear as crystal I decided to end my read.cash journey at this moment. Before leaving, I would like to express my heartfelt gratitude for this site from those people who believed in me and didn't leave my side the moment I stepped on, to the site developer and founder Sir Marc DeMesel especially our ultimate friend "Rusty".
Where should I start? Gosh, why it is this so hard and so hurt making my farewell letter. It feels like h£ll crashing me down and cramble my heart into pieces. Self, you can do this, it's but you can because you have to.
First, to those people who believe in me (You):
Thank you so much for staying and being with me since my very first day joining the platform. Thank you for listening and reading my nonsense words, rants in life and stories from being untold to told. I couldn't mention you one by one. To these 135 users, thank you for your support. I may not know who you are but you have become part of my journey for the 7th month. We don't know personally but you witnessed how my life is by reading my article that I always aim to be transparent and be who I am.
To my sponsors:
Before I felt envious when I see users who have someone in their sponsors block because in two weeks of joining I never had one but it serves my motivation to improve my writing to gain one and I even pray to God to have one when it happens. To my sponsors, thank you for serving as my inspiration and for always renewing it. I will not mention you nor tag you.
To my commenters, likes and upvotes:
You have big part of my writing journey because everytime I write and publish whatever topic especially my nonsense one you were there patiently reading and also seeing your names in my notification makes my heart jump into excitement specifically those moments that I am not confident nor believing my article good enough but having you who believe is a part big.
To Sir @MarcDeMesel:
Sir this is my first time extending my gratitude and tagging you, pardon me for doing it. Sir, your life and generosity slowly change everyone's life here. Your life is a great blessing that every user is forever grateful for your generosity. Sir, thank you for funding this site from your own pocket which we have the privilege to put food on the table. Sir, I forever thankful with you because I couldn't go this far if I haven't meet this amazing platform. Praying, you're always be in good health and more blessing in your way as you become blessing to everyone. Praying for you is the least I can do to.
Lastly, to Rusty:
You're the reason behind why I could give something to my family. I couldn't forget you my dear Rusty because you make my dreams slowly came true. I am so lucky that you didn't leave my side through thick and thin. Your generosity was always there from the beginning of my journey. Even your a robot, I hope you can feel how thankful I am having you.
Did I forget something to be thankful for? I think I didn't. I couldn't believe I would cope with this decision but like I said , life is unpredictable. To all my virtual friends and my close friends that I consider my family thank you for your support and hopefully if God allows that our path will cross I could say thank you but for now virtual muna. I don't know how to end this blog. Honestly, I am crying while typing thinking that it will be my farewell letter if I leave the platform but I know there is no farewell because no matter what happens I will never leave this site as long as it exists. Yes, the leaving part is not true. In short , it 's just a good time if you read everything you could know. Those thank you is genuinely true from the bottom of my heart. This is my way of celebrating my seven month. All lessons and experiences will never be forgotten for the rest of my life.
Forever sending Love❣️
Lead image is mine.