Nobody is perfect...
#Blog 153
Today is my tough day. It's been raining whole day but I have something to do outside. Need to buy some milk for baby kulot and some essentials. Need to send some money for my stepsons also. Then to renew some of my receipts(my necklace/pendant). Pay some bills and etc and I have to finished it for today so that tomorrow I can have some rest.
When I go outside our house this kind of weather makes me scared lol. The clouds is very shady. I need to commute as of today because the rain makes me freak. Then I don't want to be wet in the road, so cold. The road been ghost town due to the rain and they rather to stay at home and sleep. Sana all!
This afternoon upon scrolling my Facebook account I've seen a memories and this one make me reminisce the moment that I'm totally preggy coz I've been delayed for 2 months. My 2 sons have a 13 years gap. Imagined that for so long I never expect I can have a baby again. I'm very thankful to God and he allow me to have a child, again. It's a big blessing for me.
Collin Brent aka baby kulot was born last September 18, 2018 and he was normal delivery just like my eldest son. Even I'm at 30's I just delivered him so quickly. I just wait only for 4 hours and boogssss! Bb kulot want to see the world. When I was pregnant I'm not sleepyhead like other preggy woman.
How I missed this moment that bb kulot want to stay in his hammock. This is our home for 2 years but I leave it for some reasons. I want a peace of mind with my sons and I don't want depression. It's a long story and I keep it to myself. I choose the better way just to avoid the toxic people sorround me that time.
In this world nobody is perfect so you don't have the right to judged other people, just be quite. I may not be perfect but when I look into my sons, I know I got something in my life perfectly right. I can give them the right love and care for being their mother. I will always need my sons no matter what age I am. My sons has made me laugh, made me proud, made me cry, hugged me tight, seen me fall, cheered me up, kept me going strong and driven me crazy at times.
Thanks to all my sponsors. Shoutout to my dear @Ellen-hefor renewing and for the undying support and love. Thank you so much for the friendship also and keep safe always there....
March 2, 2022
8:21 pm
Wednesday
Philippines
The fighter mom,
Jeansapphire39
Natawa naman ako sa booggsss! haha! Naimagine ko tuloy na ganun un sound paglabas ni baby :D :D