If I am Forgiven, Why Do I Still Suffer?

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Have you ever thought of thinking about how unfair life is? When you see other people, they seem to be enjoying most of the times in their lives while you are suffering from your life as if it's never going to an end?

We can't help but compare our lives to other people and get insecure after. As I have said with my previous articles,i our minds have this innate bias on negativities. And so, it really takes practice for us to be positive always.

Nobody is perfect. We all commit mistakes. However, if we have committed mistakes and ask for forgiveness, why do we still suffer? Well, the answer for that would be Consequences.

As they say, everything happens for a reason and as Isaac Newton said in his 3rd Law of Motion "For every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction." This means to say that in everything that we do, there's a specific consequence in line with that.


You are in a 6-year relationship, everything is okay, you know each other well already, you share the same aspirations in life, you compromise each other, you may argue but get handled in due time, all of these things were good factors for a healthy relationship.

One day, you learned that your partner cheated on you. Not just recently but for the whole duration of the relationship. This sounds like an absurd example but there are real-life situations like this.

It was late of you to figure out that you have been cheated all along. What would you feel? Of course, you will feel betrayed. You can't take away the feelings of madness and fury from the other person.

However, the other person chooses to forgive but the relationship has to end. 6 years of betrayal is just too much. You manipulated the person all along. And so they broke up. They went separate ways.

The guy who cheated asked for forgiveness and yes he was forgiven. However, he needed to face the consequences. That's when you start to suffer. You would think that if you're forgiven, you wouldn't suffer anymore. No, that's not the right process of character development.

In times of trouble or suffering, that's when you learn the most. You will discover more of yourself when under pressure. Just like what happened to that guy, he needed to suffer for growth and healing. It is an opportunity for correction and to realize to take things seriously.

Suffering is an opportunity for us to be purified, for our hearts to be humbled, to give us wisdom, and to learn many things about life.


I saw a documentary film of how Cherry Pie Picache found her timing to forgive the person who murdered her mother. The documentary film is entitled "Radical Love". It narrates how everything started, how things fell apart, and how Cherry Pie forgave the criminal.

Just a little background of the documentary. Cherry Pie's mom lives alone in her house. She has someone who takes care of the garden for her. Let's call him Bernard. Bernard became close to Cherry's mom as he established great bonding with her.

One night, Cherry got worried because her mom is not answering her phone. She had called many times already but couldn't reach her still. She called her niece and talked but it's still no to avail. That moment they felt something bad might have had happened.

The next thing you know, the SOCO team was there, and a series of investigations were performed. The prime motive of the suspect was a robbery. However, it was not a forceful process of robbery. It was very smooth. He opened the main gate, he knows the lock combination, opened the main door, and started to do his business.

However, Cherry's mom should have been so shocked but Bernard was too eager to do the crime, worse, killed her. He admitted that he was under the influence of drugs at that moment and he couldn't recall how he managed to kill Cherry's mom. He was sentenced to "reclusion Perpetua".

Years after, 3 years to be exact, Cherry visited Bernard at the New Bilibid Prison. Cherry used to do charity works on jails but she opted to stop it for a while. But then a part of prayer made her realize " forgive us our sins as we forgive those who sin against us".

It hit her so hard and realized so much. She went to see Bernard again, they cried buckets. Cherry chose to forgive Bernard, she also saw Bernard's repentance throughout his stay.

Bernard has to suffer the consequence still but the forgiveness Cherry gave to him, was the exact moment him being purified. He took that opportunity to free himself, to heal, and forgive himself too.

It was such a painful but at the same time purifying moment for them to talk and forgive. If you have time to watch, here's the video:

Grab your tissues because this is such an emotional one.


Thanks for reading.

Keep safe everyone ❀

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I watched the video and I really admire Miss Cherry Pie's braveness to forgive someone who did a grievous act to their family. She was not just someone, she was their mother. For me it's unforgivable. But, life will not be continually lived if we hold on to grudges. Let the heavens condemn this person that wrongs us while we find in ourselves forgiveness and acceptance. In that way only, we can be able to continue living life freely.

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2 years ago

Yeah right. It was unforgivable, for us humans but as you said, let the heavens condemn the person who committed it.

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2 years ago

It does take time to forgive when one is hurt that much, not to mention a family member being killed but because of the love which can conquer all does it free both parties from the hatred, and guilt in their hearts. On the other hand, consequences of our actions just let us be which we have to face

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2 years ago

Hi madam. Ngayon ko lng napansin comment mo. That's true. Forgiveness is not just about forgiving the other person. It's more of freeing yourself from hatred and guilt.

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2 years ago

Wagas qng mkamadam eto😜. Nabisi lng cguro sa mother thingy😁

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I can't imagine myself in the same position as her, but I am someone that is not kind enough to forgive anyone who kill my family. It must be tough to do that.

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It took a long way for her to forgive but through God's grace, she did.

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Mmmm...no matter who he was, I would never forgive him! Only God has the right to take someone's life! Even we have no right to take it from ourselves! It only happens in movies.

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You're right, only God has the right to take away someone's life but forgiveness is all you can give to yourself too to free yourself from rage and revenge. In God's perfect timing, you will.

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2 years ago

Just the thought na I will forgive that someone who kill my one of my family is not so right! If it's me there's no way really. But her? She's just something else. Pano nya nagawa un no, I mean mahirap kasi yalaga un πŸ₯Ί

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I admire her talaga madam for making that decision but it just shows how powerful God's love is. For sure Cherry Pie asked for God's guidance in making that choice and finally her heart is free na. πŸ₯Ίβ€

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Forgiveness is hard. It's even harder when we're in the middle of an argument and we can't stop thinking about what we said or how they reacted. But it's worth it, because forgiveness is a process that will help you move on from whatever grudge you might be holding onto.

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I agree with you. It is something that you need time to decide on and should never get rushed because it is a big thing.

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2 years ago

Napanuod ko Yan madam iyang radical love at alam mo palagi ko yang naiisip kapag nagpapatawad ako. Naiyak ako habang pinanunuod Yan Kasi iba tlga Yung heart kapag may Lord ka.

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User's avatar Yen
2 years ago

Napatawad mo na ba mama mo my yen? πŸ˜…

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Oo naman. Pinatawad na namin sya. Kaso syempre the damage has been done.

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User's avatar Yen
2 years ago

Kaya nga din. And she needs to earn the trust again so hard.

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2 years ago

Yep hehe.

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User's avatar Yen
2 years ago

Unfair and forgiveness are just some of the topics that I have listed many months ago but I still haven't published any article about it. Good job, madam Jeaneth 😊

Kaya maganda talaga na puro good deeds ang gagawin natin para walang negative consequences.

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Hi madam. Thanks for the warm feedback. I agree with you, attract positivity for positive consequences din. It's like paying it forward.

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2 years ago

Hello madam Jeaneth 😚 totoo. Iba talaga kapag positive ka lang palagi. I can personally attest to that. Noon sobrang negative na palagi tingin ko sa mga bagay-bagay kaya nagiging negative ang outcome. Ngayon, happy lang and I trust God's plan.

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2 years ago

Same here madam. Hindi man positive lagi but we always see to it na we find our way back to positivity. ❀

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2 years ago

Check na check madam. πŸ˜ŠπŸ€— yung may moments lang ba na madadown pero back to positive thinking ulit. Ang hirap mastuck sa negative.

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I have not seen the movie you say. But I have read real life cases where this has happened. Not because of drugs but because of greed. But he was still forgiven.

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Yeah, pretty much the same motive which is greed. It's the ultimate cause of evil. πŸ’”

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