Sometimes in life you can experience a saddest day. Time to time the tears flowing into our faces. A pain from a heart. A lot of questions crawling in our mind.
Have you experience with this? Even your trying your best to stop the tears, nothing happens. A loneliness came in your way and cover the day. A hurtful times, makes you down.
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The Saddest Days
Yesterday I've been busy whole day because I processed the travel requirements to my Papa. When mom told me that Papa was already bought a ticket. I suddenly cried.😭
Papa and I we were both here in Manila and it was seldom to met him due of pandemic. Last January, when I travelled here in Manila. It was my birthday I met again Papa. I saw his face full of happiness and enjoyment. I have a teary eyes secretly.😢
It's been 2 years before we meet again Papa. He got a chance to travel home when it's Christmas, New Year and Fiesta's. It's seldom we are having bond to Papa. Sometimes he didn't also having a free time for vacation because of his work and other complicated things.
We were really sad if Papa didn't spent holidays with us especially Christmas and New Year.😭 We love Papa so much. I saw his hardwork for us. He decided to worked in Manila when I was in first year highschool. Papa is really hardworking. He is the father who will do everything to his family.❤️
Yesterday I told my partner that I have an important matters. I told him that I'm going to process the papers then he wanted to accompanied me so were both went there. After all we've done. I called Papa to met us. We were waiting papa about 20 minutes at the mall, when papa was already there we took our lunch. We went for a Samgyupsal. I was really happy seeing papa again. My partner and papa talking and I'm so happy seeing them both. My heart were smiling that I couldn't explain the happiness I have. After we ate I gave the requirements to my Papa then before he left I talked to him with wholeheartedly message. I'm so sad. I was about to cried. We accompanied papa to the terminal.🥺
After my partner and I went to the mall because there was something he wanted to see, my mind was floating while we were walking. The only I'm thinking was Papa. I felt sad. I am the only left and I want to travel home also but I need to work for them. I felt happy also at last papa were going to travel home already. I want Papa to stay at home for the safety and I don't want him still to continue his work since it was pandemic, it's really dangerous. If he will be at home, my mom will be here and my siblings. I know he will be happy and my worries are gone too for him.
Now, I wanted to go home also with my Papa.😭 I missed them so much. I want to hug them! I feel so down.😭 I'm always thinking time to time is my family. Last night I always cried. I called always Papa.😭 It's really painful. I always got a tears. I'm not in the mood today. I feel I want to run to Papa then we are both to travel home.😭 I'm so sad. Yesterday is full of tears until now. When I wake up this morning, my eyes somethin like having a black circle. I sleep late at night since I cried and cried. This is one of the saddest days happened in my life.😭
While I'm typing this, a tears from my eyes, never stop. I called immediately Papa. Asked him where is he right now. I called him last night and I always remind him to bring a jacket since during night it is cold while travelling, call us, he should eat at a right time and don't forget the water so that he will never forget. Papa will be quarantine 14 Days in our Barangay or home place. Yes I'm really sad but I am happy too since I want him to rest in our home. I don't want Papa to still continue his work since he was old. I want him to stayed at home. I don't want him tired that's why I did my best that Papa will travel home.
Message to my Papa,
"Pang thank you so much for everything. The sacrifices, your hardworks to gave us our daily needs. Your the precious gift we have. I'm the luckiest person that I have a Papa like you which is really hardworking father. The kindest and the lovable man I've known in this world."
"I love you so much Papa!"❤️
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Thank you so much. I hope I give some worthy time with this article of mine. Always love our Fathers!❤️
God bless everyone and keep safe always.🙏
-JRamona20 💜
Daddy's girl poba kayo?I guess yes😊 huwag na po kayo malungkot,sge po kayo baka masira beauty nyo,ganda nyo pa naman po 😄