30.08.2021

Finally after so long i can say that i spent worst day of my life ever and this was worst ever and nothing can get more worst. I'm talking about last day when i wrote article and also make noise and day was productive but how it get worst is also unexpected for me.

These last days of month is bringing too much unexpected things first it made me sick when i was talking that I'll be more productive and will reach my goals and etc but these last 10days are worst days I've spent

Not just because of one or two reason it's because of multiple reasons. First i got sick then I wasn't able to go city then it made my day and this month even more worst last day.

It was all happened yesterday and can't forget it in my life.

I don't know things will continue like this in new month or this all going to end after start of new month so time will reveal this and i always think positive so for me I'm sure things will go better from next month and also wish BCH just pump in next month so we can smile once again and use some BCH as well but till then keep accumulating like what we'll are good in.

It was a boring start of my day

First i woke up early and was feeling too lazy and at least i was free from fever thing so i did breakfast and in breakfast i had a cup of tea with bread. I only ate 4pieces of bread

What you expected I'll eat whole? Hehe no I can't eat so much when I'm sick otherwise one bread is nothing for my tummy.

Now i started planning that I'll do these and that like normally as i said 2days back that from yesterday I'll work like previously without being lazy and other things.

So first thing i did was to make some post in noise then thinking about topic to write and it doesn't took too much of my time because i already have idea in my mind

Then after interacting with other peoples and clearing all these things it took 1:30hrs and it was like 2pm when i started writing on my topic.

Marriage ceremony in neighborhood

Near our home there was a marriage ceremony on going and they invited my family so from past two days my mom and grandmother was going there and it was all fine until what exactly happened last day which made my day worst in my life

I was doing my own work like i was writing on my topic and then i was deciding to watch series for a while coz it's been a week since i watched a single episode.

And being introvert I don't go outside so it wasn't my plan to go there being sick it doesn't make any sense.

I thought when they will leave I'll do my other works but what happened was totally unexpected for me.

I was sick and didn't attended marriage

My mom asked me to go there everyone is there and they asked you to come but i said no because my condition wasn't good and can't go in marriage just to eat food like i don't even care about this

If my condition was good then I'll go there for sure but when everyone knows I'm sick so it's better to stay home and that was my biggest mistake of yesterday coz what make my day worst was something totally unexpected.

My mother didn't cooked last day

They all was busy preparing their self and totally forgot that I'm also living in this home like i was sick and it doesn't mean i don't exist.

First they leaved home by making tea and i asked my mom that I don't want to eat bread anymore from past 3days i didn't eat something healthy like i was just eating bread with tea coz I don't eat fruits etc and rice was prohibited

Nothing else was cooked and i asked my mom to cook something before leaving and she said it's not possible they are already late

So i didn't asked anything and they just leaved me and asked me to buy bread from shop.

I'm unluckiest person exist in world

Now i was just thinking what if bread isn't available on shop then what will i do?

I just stop thinking about this and then after few minutes i decided to go in shop and buy bread or something else

When i visited shop i asked seller to give me a bread and when he said it's not available i felt pain that moment

So i bought biscuit pack and decided to eat it coz there was nothing else in my mind.

After eating biscuits i was still hungry but i decided to control and I'm perfect in this but after an hour or two i got idea

And it was to buy noodles from shop and it's easy to cook so i didn't found anything better and that moment i felt so relaxed like i found every problem solution but when i went to shop it was closed already and my last hope got finished like this.

I played game to divert my mind

I was getting mad that time all because i was hungry and then my friend call me to play game and i went there it was tournament match and i played 6games while playing game I wasn't able to focus and play properly

And this is why i didn't played well but my teammates did their best when i was playing I wasn't able to see enemies on screen like my eyes wasn't working and I don't know it was because of hunger or my eye sights are week.

Closing thoughts

After finishing game my head was almost about to blast and then i got message from my friend i talked a couple of minutes and then when i realize it's not possible to continue it's better to sleep

And i asked him that I'm going to sleep and it was 9pm or 10pm when i left my mobile on charger and started paying attention to sleep

But when i sleep finally is totally unexpected

I was on my bed at 9pm and i slept after 3am so in this time period i was continuously getting pain in my head and coz of empty stomach I wasn't able to sleep until i opened youtube and started listening to satisfying music and after putting it on repeat I don't know when i finally sleep.

This was all about worst day of my life like i wish I'll never see another day like this and wish to not have any more worst day than this one.

Let me know if this ever happened with you and I'll also have to learn cooking otherwise things might get worst ahead.

fin.