Yesterday, I vent a little here because I want to let it all out so it will end. My birthday is tomorrow, I don't want that kind of heavy feeling. Also, the blessing seems uninvited whenever I feel bad. I already told myself to do not hold back in that heavy feeling and just be grateful. I think that is the message of God after I prayed last night.
I really felt bad and it was unfair, but God wants me to see the big picture. God told me that I maybe underpaid with my salary, but I am not neglected by my employer. They pay may benefits, I have my insurance and HMO, we have shuttle service and vitamins, free supply of mask and we also have Coop if we want to join. My salary is my complain but I was given more of the salary. We also have anniversary bonus, the 13th month pay and the convertion where the unused leaves will be converted to cash. If I will try to add everything, I was neglected. What happen is that, I am tired, exhausted, and the toxicity at work is very harmful to my mental health. A good rest will be the solution and proper organization and management at work. I will pray for the treatment we received from our Manager will change too. Para na kasing alipin minsan, bakit kaya ganun mag manage ang mga Pilipino?? May Mali eh.
By the way, let me introduce you to people that believe in me, my wonderful Sponsor!! I just wish my own manager treats me that way.
Since I need some relaxation, I played with my kittens. Two of the four kittens always call me when they see me. They are always inviting me to come to their cage. They will just kiss my fingers and hug it. They even ask me to stay or inviting me to enter the cage. I think I am their favorite.
I called him Lotlot. Yes, he is a boy but his name is Lotlot. He likes it. The one at the back is Monching. They are always together like a loveteam, so I call them Lotlot and Monching.
He is Monching. If you remember I posted here that I rescued 4 cats outside our door, they are two of the four cats. The cats now are all 5. We found the other one and hoping he is the last one, early this morning. I even uploaded a video of them at my YouTube channel.
Sorry with the singing in the background I am just happy that I able to relax for today and I feel okay after being not yesterday.
That time my mother and sister went out so I took care of my nephew for a while. He was playing and shouting while all my attention was on the Kittens as they are innocently playing.
Then Unnie my dog scratched my legs. When she is doing it, she wants to tell me something. She keeps on looking at the bathroom and scratching herself so I carry her there and prepare her own bathtub. She went inside the tub and I was pouring water in her.
See the look? She was staying there for 15 minutes and still don't want to be washed. I soap her there because she doesn't want to move at all. There was a time that she seems taking a nap. We finished the bath for more than 30 minutes, which is not ideal and not advisable because they can get cough and colds after. Unnie is just a spoiled brat so she wants it that long.
Before she got her bath, I brushed her teeth first. She saw me brushing my teeth so she wants to do it to her too. She always wants to try everything I do with myself, even drinking vitamins and beauty regime, but I don't do it to her. She have limits as she is still a dog.
When my mother and sister come home, they have a Jollibee for us. It is our late lunch. I was busy after the lunch and no time to feel sad. All of my puppies took a bath and I was left with all scratches in my skin. Good thing I did not feel dizzy even if the environment is hot. I am drinking Pharex Vit B1, B6 and B12. I get dizzy most of the time at work due to lots of task too do. Since I cannot control the task I need to finish, I adjust to it and take care of myself instead.
Now, after taking a bath and beauty regime I'm ready to start my work from home over time. I feel refresh. I didn't forget what happened to me yesterday and what it made me feel, but a simple good sleep and taking care of myself helps. Also, being at home, with your family and pets helps a lot because I feel refresh. I don't want to stay in that negativity for my birthday is tomorrow. I want a celebration that is simple but different from my other simple celebration, that is addition to my good memories. I am blessed no matter what other people treat me. I will continue to pray to God to give me wisdom to understand and to give. Maybe there are deeper situations that I dont have to know that is why we are not getting what we are expecting.
Remember this, when life is not getting easy, you become stronger.
Happy weekend!!
September 4,2021
All pictures are mine
Original content by Grecy095.
Advance happy birthday to you dear. I hope you are feeling better now, just keep on praying that God will give you the peace of mind. By the way your pets are so cutie pie. I also have a dog and a cat and they entertained us a lot this time of pandemic. They took away all the stress this pandemic has brought to us.😊