"Randomly: The game is over"
Hello there my lovely family here in read.cash how was your Tuesday anyway? Did you still have a great and productive day? I hope the weather in your area isn't as bad as the weather we have here right now. Well actually it ain't that bad, as I can say that the weather that we have today is better than yesterday. Yesterday is really hot, but today the weather is unstable. Mr. Sun came out this morning to say Hi but he went missing in the afternoon as the rain throw him away. So in the afternoon we have a relaxing weather because of the rain. But it actually can cause a headache because this morning it's hot then suddenly rain poured.
Anyway, it's been three days (I think ?) that I didn't read anything from my dear friend Ellen, I wonder how is she now. However I hope she's fine. I truly felt sad when her comment suddenly turned hidden as I know that it is a sign that her account was being marked. I wonder what happen and how it happen to her account, but I hope she still choose to continue her journey here. I miss her actually. Every day she's always present in my article. She's a very loyal reader indeed, and so I already look her as my family here in read.cash, but she's not being active for a couple of days and so I am missing her already. However in case she come back and start a new journey, I'm still here to support her.
I hope she found it encouraging to continue and try again, I know it ain't yet the end of her journey. She just need to start over, it ain't easy but I hope she still come back.
So basically today I really don't have any interesting topic to share. I am having a headache since I woke this morning and so I had no energy to do some research. I did read lot's of articles this morning and after reading, I took a break from the internet. But instead to take some nap as my head is aching I choose to fixed our kitchen and do a little cleaning and arrangement, 😁.I still have a productive day despite having a headache 😁.
I'm a little bit "maarte" for sometime 😅.
Anyway while I am scrolling in my phone I suddenly remember that it's been awhile since I last play a game in my phone. I stop playing since I decided to uninstall my ARC8 app. If you could still remember, I always play in that app whenever I don't have any topic to write, just like today. But since I already don't have any game in my phone, I suddenly miss that app.
I suddenly remember how hard I try to win back my loses, but unfortunately,the more I tried the more I lose. Every lose it definitely takes away all my energy and hard earned tokens. I can't barely watch it as I had invested a lot of my time just to win some token, but I ended up losing everything. So I finally came to the end, where my game is finally over and decided to uninstall the app.
It's been a month since I uninstall the app and the disappointment that I had still remains. I actually don't know where's this disappointment coming from, I just feel it for sometime.
Honestly I level up in that game, if you could still remember I started with a bronze level and after for sometime of winning I succeeded to level up into silver. But sad to say when I rank up from the three game's that I used to play, I struggled a lot to win.
Since I already felt bored that I can only get a diamond every time that I won, instead of token I jumped up into a conclusion. And that was to accept the fact, that it was the end of my journey,the end of my game. It's indeed true that being consistent sometimes isn't the best choice, as you also need to go to the opposite side just to succeed.
I'd realize that sometimes we don't need to continue our battle just to win, if you'd win, you'd win, if it's your turn then it's yours. Sometimes we also need to experience the bitterness of failure's 😅.
Anyway I don't wanna bored you this long, so I will end this blog from here. Again thank you for reading ☺️.
I also felt sad for our friend Ellen. She's been an avid reader of mine and I love to read her thoughts. She has a vast knowledge on things. I was shocked one day to see that her thoughts are hidden, I don't know what happened.