September 30,2022
23:30 Manila time

So basically today is the last day of September. One Ber month was down, and there were only three more Ber month's left and we will be going to wave our goodbye to 2022. Chaaarrr. Time flies so quickly isn't it? I don't even enjoy the whole month of September, it's seems like I just welcome this month yesterday, and today I am going to say goodbye. Tsk.

I wouldn't be surprised if tomorrow I will be going to say, Yayyyy it's my birth month. Lol.

I can literally felt that I am going to get old too fast this time. Hahahaha.

Anyway today, the whole day I am not actually feeling well. I am feeling a little dizzy and too sleepy as well. My head is in pain too. But because my laundry was waving at me since yesterday and it cannot wait for me until tomorrow, I don't have any choice but to wash it today. I am afraid that if I continue ignoring my laundry, tomorrow I'm gonna see them leaving the house. Hahahaha.

To my fellow Filipino writer's have you watched Wansapanatyam before? I just remembered an episode from there where the unwashed dishes are roaming around the house to get the attention of their owner, because they wanted to get cleaned. Lol.

So this morning I wake up too early, like 1:30 AM. Upon waking up, I continue writing my unfinish draft the last night before I unnoticeably fell asleep.

Actually, I was just faking my sleep last night, so my son would sleep too, but yeah it becomes real as I really did fell asleep😂.

Well honestly speaking every night I am having a hard time to let my son sleep, because he won't sleep unless he saw me already sleeping. As long as his seeing me busy in front of my screen, he would stay awake.

It started when his grandparents came. Before, when it's just me and him, he usually sleep at 7:30 in the evening . I have enough time to write, and to read articles before I go to sleep, but not now anymore. That is why I usually published my article so late, perhaps so early in the next day . Lol😆.

For further, after I publish my article I read some articles, then I went back to sleep because it's still too early. I think I quickly fell back to asleep, because when I open my eyes again it's already 7:30 AM. My son is already asking his milk so I immediately get up, and I suddenly felt a mild headache.

I didn't bother it because I have to take care my son. However in the afternoon I started to feel dizzy. I think the dizziness was caused by vertigo. This past few days I don't have enough sleep and so those sleepless nights triggers my vertigo so now I am feeling this way.

Moreover, I finish my laundry at around 2:30 in the afternoon. I started washing at 12 noon then finish it after two hours since I only washed our laundry manually, which means hand wash. I really felt so tired honestly. So while my son was busy playing with his toy I immediately eat my lunch, then I wash the dishes, and then babysit.

I was too tired, but I still try to play with my son. He actually wanted to go out but he is prohibited since his rashes haven't subsided yet. It's stressing me out since day one, but I don't know what to do since we already visited the doctor. He always have his medicine but up until now, his still have his rashes.

So while we we're playing I keep on yawning. 😁 I'm really sleepy. Fortunately my son gets busy watching his favourite movie, which is The Bear, I took a chance to have a quick nap because I really can't handle my sleepiness.

Oh anyway I don't think I am making any sense here, so this is all for now.

Thanks for dropping by, anyway.

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