Honestly I have already came to this point where I wanted to give up Hive. I really don't have much time anymore, since now I am the only who's handling everything at home . Even in Blurt I can no longer post, and even join the daily challenge to earn extra Blurt as I really can't manage all of my online hustles anymore as I am already busy as early in the morning.

I am trying to manage my time properly so I can still find time to write in Hive and even in Blurt, but another problem is I can't find any good topic to share inside our home. Usually I always stay inside, most specially that this past few days the weather was unstable. I can't go out if the weather was like that, as I can't put my son on risk I am being cautious this time as I don't want him to get sick.

Inside our home I can't think of any topic to write most specially if my son is awake as he would definitely demand for my time to play with him. He don't have playmate's at home, and so he always asks my attention that is why I always accompany him every time he was playing.

• Honestly I already find it hard to find some time to read articles in the day time, because whenever he had his nap, that is also the only chance for me to do some chores inside our home. Doing laundry, cooking and etc. Thus there are times that he only sleep for one hour and never like to have his afternoon nap again because what he want is just to play.

• So then whenever I try to read while playing with him, I can't understand the content as I can't focus on reading. I also can't write because if he keeps on interrupting me I will only get writer's block while typing.

For example today, I sneak a time to read an article as he suddenly get busy playing by his own. He didn't invite me to play with so I thought it's my time, but when he saw me watching my phone again he suddenly come and try to put this broken glasses to me🤦. He wants me to wear it, and because the glasses was already broken he can't put it properly on my face, and so he was also grabbing my hair.

I really look so terrible 😭, but what can I do? He was bored 😂.

Then finally he gets tired and he eventually stops trying, and I literally look like a mother monster here😂😂. The more I look so haggard and horrible, this time 😂😂😂. But I can't get mad at my son as he just want to have some fun.

My son had already grown up, and he already knows how to demand for some attention so he won't get bored.

Closing thoughts:

Since my partner left to work abroad, a lot of things had also change in my daily basis. Change that literally affects my online hustles. Before I can still write articles for three blogging site's, but not now anymore. This time my time become so limited unlike before when my partner is still with us.

Edit:

Suppose this article was to be posted last night, but due to tiredness I fall asleep while editing the display photo😅.

All attached photos are all mine or else stated otherwise.

Lead image was edited by me using Canva.