"Laughter is the best medicine"

• Literally life is tough, indeed. Each day we need to work, we need to move, we need to keep going and survive. The cycle of adulthood is quite exhausting to me.

Since I become jobless and at the same time I become a mom, I had no more time for myself. All I do is to carry this heavy load of responsibility in my shoulders . I can't even have a decent rest, since thinking about our expenses and bill's makes my body to automatically move. Resting becomes hard to me. Sometimes I am even neglecting my health too.

So yesterday morning I wake at around 7:00 o'clock because my son wakes me up. You know I am in the middle of my dream, when I suddenly hears my sons voice, so it literally startled me😁. I was surprised that he awakes earlier than me, well seven is not early for me anymore since I used to wake up at five.

• Anyways he wakes me up because he wants his milk. His indeed already a big boy since he already knows how to ask. So I went to the kitchen and prepare his milk for him. However I am still sleepy. My eyes are still heavy and all it want is to sleep, so right after I give my son his milk I sleep again. Even the sun is already up I literally felt back to sleep so quickly. I am not feeling well. My body is aching, I had a runny nose, and at the same time I also have headache. I feel like I am going to have a flue, but it couldn't be since I have a toddler. I am a solo parent right now, and so I can't have any sickness. So I let my body rest for awhile.

I sleep until 8 o'clock, but actually I still don't wanna wake up. My eyes are still heavy, I just forced myself because when I checked the time it's already eight. I need to give my son a bath.

I think my son understand that I need rest because he don't even try to wake me up again after I give him his milk. He also don't go out in our room. He just took out his toys and play alone. He also wear his new sandals, but he stayed with me.

• He made me smile, because his becoming independent and considerate while growing. I firstly greet him then I grab my phone. I haven't publish any article for the other day so I pushed myself to write because I need to and I have to.

Moreover after I publish my article, I went to the kitchen to eat my breakfast. I am not literally feeling well. I can really felt my body, but I also have laundry to be done so I pushed myself to eat then after I prepare my laundry. I soaked the white clothes with water and detergent first, then I give my son his bath.

I finish my laundry at around 11:30 AM. Luckily my son was busy watching his favourite nursery rhymes and that is why I finish my laundry so quickly. I also took a bath and have some more rest. My body is really aching.

Unfortunately no matter how much I tried to sleep I can't sleep. I wanna read some articles but I am not in the mood. Reading makes me feel tired and exhausted 😅. I don't know, but my brain is asking me to rest from reading so I did. I keep my eyes closed until I get tired of trying too so I open my Facebook. I watched some Vedio's to entertain myself until I came across to a Vedio clip and it was a clip from a Korean drama called Gentleman and the young lady.

• I also love Korean drama. I used to watch it even when I was pregnant, I just have to stop watching because I choose to use my internet worthy. I mean for earnings. But yesterday because I give a try to watch a Korean drama again. The drama was so good. At the beginning the scene makes me cry, and then in the next scene it makes me laugh so hard.

• One of the reason why I love Korean drama is because some scenes are too funny and cute. I can't imagine myself laughing that hard yesterday. Believe me or not, after I finish the three episodes I felt good. I think it was because I keep on laughing. I spent three hours watching korean drama, and it's quite a big help to change my mood. It was indeed true, laugher is the best medicine.

Anyways, I sleep early last night. I took a break from reading and that is why I am not active here. So this is for today as I am going to read you.

Thank you for reading ❤️💓.

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