Blog#157 February 21,2022 no.21

Hello my dear family, how was your Monday anyway? I hope you had a very productive day today, and staying safe. Anyway today I had no interesting topic to share, but I hope you'll still bear with me😅. You know, having a great discussion is totally hard for me to find as I have a toddler, I really can't focus. Oh anyway let's proceed to my discussion 😅.

Just a day ago, I have written how my eagerness lead's me more to failure, as I was really eager to get back my loses. And eventually I even said that I should stop from playing after losing for many times and let the day pass as bad days would normally came to humans lives. I even say's that I am starting to feel tired and pissed with the game as no matter what I do I always lose.

After an hour that day, I felt that I found my self being impatient, and because of the loses that I had, I let it affects my mood and let it made me feel demotivated. Unintentionally I let my ego to manipulate me, it keeps on telling me to play on as I don't deserve to lose what I lose, lol sometimes I had a very bad ego🤣.

But when I decided to ignore it and just stop from playing, my ego gets mad at me and it's telling me that I would stay as a loser , because I stop from trying(does it sounds weird?or does it sounds real?). Until I decided to continue playing , although I continue from losing, I keep playing 🤣. That time I really felt that my ego is being stab for a million times every time that I lose, I was really mad at myself🤣. Actually I felt that the game is something fishy as my lose are nonstop 😂🤦, even I succeed to finish the game, I'm still second. I really felt that things wouldn't goes well, as I am being too aggressive , so I stop😜.

Anyway if you'd still remember, just a day ago, I wrote that my GMEE token was still 4.60, but after the continues lose and because my ego is harassing me, I lose even more 🤣, so after that day I only have 2.90 GMEE token🤦😪.

Yesterday I didn't play the game as I am really disappointed with my token, I work hard for it, use much of my time just to earn more than 5 GMEE and yet I only ended up losing almost half of it.

Today is a better day. I played the game and win some token and rank up into silver 😊. I wasn't actually in the right mood to play, but I just remember my goal. I wanted to ranked up and have a Gold badge, and if I won't work for it, no one will do that for me. If I keep holding on to my ego, I won't succeed and I might be stock for being a loser.

Closing thoughts;

If we wanted to succeed with all of our goals we should not give up easily. We need consistency with all of our resources to achieve our dreams, as no one will work for our success for us. The process is hard and yet challenging but eventually you will see that the product of your hard-works is worthy. Keep on trying as for sure the best rewards is waiting for you at the end.

I hope you learn something from this blog 😅

Anyway this is all for today guy's. Actually my topic for today isn't this one as I don't wanna keep on writing about this game, 😂 but since I was inspired with my winnings I choose to share this with you as a reminder that everything needs consistency, even though I know that you already know it🤣.

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