"I had a Bad dream"

Hello lovely user's of readcash, how's your Sunday so far? I wish everyone is doing well. Today the weather is finally calmer than yesterday. I was happy that finally Mr. Sun had shown up, though he only stays for one hour as the dark clouds take over again. We had an inconsistent rain too, but it's not as strong as yesterday.

Today when I open Facebook I have seen some news that for somehow is literally devastating to see. I really felt so sad for those who lost their house's because of landslides. This incidents happened somewhere in Cebu. I am also sad for the farmer's who lost their crops because of the typhoon.

Anyway hopefully things will get back to normal soon and those who needs help will get the help that they needed so they can immediately recover.

Moreover today I wanna share with you the nightmares that I had from the last two nights. I don't understand why I am having nightmares this past few days since I am not stress anymore.

So the other night in my dream I've seen myself inside the big building. I was alone. Then the building has one room. I go inside then the power suddenly get interrupted. The room become so dark, and I can see nothing but all darkness.

At first I'm still calm. I bravely walk in the middle of the dark to look for the door as I wanna go back outside. But the room becomes so big and I can't find the door anymore. I got confused. I started to get panicked as the room don't have any window and it's so dark. I was alone. I started to feel a little suffocation and that's scares me a lot. I felt that the room has no more air for me to breathe, I started to get frightened.

My heart is beating so fast because of my nervousness. I began asking for help and so I shouted. I even cry. I'm so scared, and I am having trouble to breathe because of darkness. I try to call my partners name but he didn't answer me. I call my mom as well but she didn't come to help me. No one is helping me. I keep on trying to find the door as I am already suffocating. I can't breathe anymore, but the more I try, the more I lose my oxygen.

I fell down into the ground, and I was about to breathe my last breath when I wake up into the reality still feeling suffocated. I'm still alive and that's the time I realized that everything was just a bad dream. I really got scared. I don't understand my dream.

Am I going to die soon? Because last night my dream is also bad.

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So last night in my dream someone is trying to kill me. I have seen myself bleeding, while I am begging the person not to kill me. I was crying while asking him what I have done for him to kill me. My son was with me, and so even I am already bleeding I'm still was begging him to let me live. Then help came. I am already bleeding but when the people get the guy I immediately run to my son and hug him. I cry so hard and when I wake up I was really crying.

When I tell about my dream to my mother-in-law this afternoon, I was surprised when she told me that hears someone's moaning. She just thought that it was my son who's crying so she didn't bother. So I was moaning so loudly?

She said maybe I am just anxious and something is bothering me, that is why I am having a bad dream. I just said maybe??

Closing thoughts

I believe that sometimes bad dreams are just made by our anxious mind and sometimes formed by stress. However for some belief they says that bad dreams are a warning signs to make us aware with our health.

How about you? What do you think about bad dreams?

This is all for today and thank you for your time.

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