Tangled love
How do I start this write up, it is so confusing, ok, let me ask you, have you ever been in a tangled relationship in don't know the role you're playing or you feel lost, this is one thing that can make a man run mad, this is how the story went
As I lean on the wall with my head on it, I wondered, is it possible to be in love with two women, can this be real, I know deep down within me that this isn't love but I can't seem to get over this other lady, anytime I try to push her away, I feel more drawn to her, probably this is infatuation but I don't think such can happen to me, I immediately told her I have a girlfriend I really love and I'm not ready to break up with her anytime but she seems to understand and continue being friends with me, in fact doing more than what an ordinary friend would do, is that what made me fall in love with her, or is it true love.
I and my girlfriend live far from each other now, and where I'm living, I met this young lady, very nice and accommodating, always ready to listen to some of my complaints and doesn't judge or point fingers at my error, it made me see women in another dimension, though my lady does this but she lacks in many ways, yet I wonder, is that what attract me to this other lady.
Recently, she has been more closely than before, she comes to my house and I visit her, we talk for hours on the phone and when we are not talking, we are chatting, the feelings began to grow until one day, she told me to my face that she liked me and would want us to be more than friends.
What!! More than friends, at that point, I wanted the ground to open and swallow me up because I don't know what to reply to her, I thought to myself, so I wasn't the only one feeling this way, this might be a lifetime opportunity to have her in my hands, as I was about to open my mouth, the image of my girlfriend flashed before my mind, what was that, why do I have to think about her in this crucial moment, I held this lady's hands and was about to confess my love to her, the words that came out from my mouth was "You know I told you I have a girlfriend"
At that moment, I saw the disappointment in her eyes, but again, that wasn't what I wanted to say, how could that word have come out of my mouth, I really love her too, so why can't I tell her, why is the word always hard to leave my mouth.
After that day, I tried to avoid her and she did too, it been 4days now and we haven't seen each other or spoken via any communication channel, I wonder what she might be doing, during all this time, I tried to rebound with my girlfriend, we didn't have any friend or anything, we talk every day too but I can feel the distance growing, but it always funny anytime I want to end our call, the last word that comes out of my mouth is "I Love You"
After some while, I and the other lady started talking, and all the feelings started coming back, it is just so confusing, I can't tell her I love her which I do, what kind of love is this, I'm just tangled in this tread of love!.
The End
Good morning everyone, this story isn't real, I got it from the immortal realm around 4 am, and only @Princessbusayo will understand, also I would like to thank @Tomi-Ajax for the renewal of his sponsorship, I would also like to apologize to anyone that has renewed their sponsorship and I didn't mention you or put it on a short post, I'm really sorry, the notification must have taken it away, but you will always have a place in my heart.
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