While the Clouds are still orange

I am staring outside of the window of my office when I heared 3 knock on the door of my office.

"Miss Dameun" I heared my Secretary's voice "He's arrived."

I sigh and smiled bitterly "Okay. Come in." I ordered and heared the door opened but I didn't turned around. I just wanted to look outside because this is what I really like every day. Looking outside of the window because of the beautiful scenery. Every ending of the daylight and the sunset and the clouds become colored orange,

"What a beautiful gift from God." I said and 'tsk' silently.

I heared my secretary 'cough' and I almost forgot that i have things to handle so I turned around to them without looking at them. I grab my eyeglasses and put it into my eyes and sat down to my chair. My secretary give me an white folder and I opened it and when I read it, I was stuned for a second and a flashback of a memories came inside of my mind.

Year 2012

I met a guy who's named Sky and he became my long time Crush and because of this feelings, I am willing to do everything just to love me back. Other people think of me as b!tch because I always ruined some girls who always onfessed to him. Why I do that? Because I don't like other Girls caught his interest. I just like his attention to be mine. Don't get me wrong, I just loved him that's all but I failed because

Year 2013

There is this girl named Amaya. She is a new trasferee in our school and she looked gorgeous. Every boys caught her attention. They respect her because she is also have a kind hearted. Every good characteristics, she have those already and I'm very pissed because of that.

I didn't know that Sky will became one of them too because, I known him for not looking for Girls. He don't have interest to every girls around him. One day, I saw him with Amaya and they continued to talk with each other and even our Classmates and the whole campus thought that they are in a relationship already.

One day, Amaya comes in front of me. I raised my one eyebrow because I really don't like her presence. I just mouted 'What?'

"Hi, My Name is Amaya! I am one of your fan! I transfered here because I want to be with you but..." what? A fan? Are you kidding me? "I'm shy to introduced myself to you." That time, I wanted to laugh because the girl that my Crush liked is my fan? Funny but I accepted her not because she is the crush of my Crush but because Sky is looking at us. I accepr her hand and shake it with her "Dameun."

October, 2013

I didn't know what or how to react when I saw Sky in the basketball court proposed to Amaya. I feel like my world come to an end. Everyone cheers and it became a reason for me to leave in that kind of place because it's hurting my heart and my ears. I go to the bathroom and let all the tears out of my eyes there until I became tired so I decided to go out but, I heared two people outside of the bathroom talking.

"Hey! You are really pretty huh? Even Sky, the most famous and handsome guy here in the Campus just courted you for months and proposed to you! OMG! I'm so jealous with you!" I heared the Girl 1 said that to Amaya

"Duh! You think i will answer yes because I like him? Ever since I started to study here, I don't have an interest with a Guy like him." I heared Amaya's voice "You know, I just want everyone's attention like how that b!tch-Dameun have. She's pretty, rich, and famous too. I like to be like her by using her Crush so that I can replace her someday."

I lost my temper when I heared her saying those disgusting words. But, I stop myself from walking outside when I heared them walk away and gone of the restroom, I crossed my arms and go out of the bathroom.

"Let's see... if you will get the trone that you wanted."

Next day...

When there's no people in the classroom, Just me and her. I grab that chance to talk to her.

"Hah!" I bite my lower lip after that "I can't believe that i wasted my tears because of a low class person like you." I walked towards her and pull the colar of her uniform "I can't believe that Sky taste of women is like a Garbage."

"W-what are you s-saying Dameun?"

"You even call me b!tch. You want my trone? Sorry, But I don't give up easily. Do you think that I can't do everything just because Sky loves you?" I laughed hard and even clap my hands remembering those words that she said yesterday and became serious and look to her and slap her, yes, I slap her because she deserved it. How dare her to use my Sky just for her own benefits?

"You don't even deserved Sky. I wonder if he will know that you are just using him to be like what? A queen of this Campus like me? Are you fvckin' serious?!"

"So what?! He is not even handsome. I'm just using him so that I have a puppet to have everything like what you have-"

I supposed to slap her again but this time my hand stoped to the air when I heared Sky's voice.

"Dameun!"

I look around and our Classmates is already there. Watching us from that position. I gulped and heared his foot steps toward where we are but I just look to the other side.

"What are you doing to my Girlfriend?" He asked me with a cold voice and so I faced him but I didn't say any words and just walk towards of my desk "I am asking you!!!" The whole room became quiet because of his voice echoed to the room

I stoped and face him "If i will tell you the whole story, will you..." I look at him direct to the eyes "...Believe me?" There is a half of me that hoping that he will say yes but that is just a hope "See? No one will believe to me because I am just your admirer. I am just a someone who is a B!tch who is doing everything to have your attention. So, what is the sense of explaining if, you will not even listen to me? Because he is your girlfriend and I am just your admirer." After that, I grab my bag and leave the room.

In the next months... I just heared that Sky and Amaya broke up. Sky knew about what I heared and he heared it on his own. Of course, he is mad and became lost but I didn't cared. I don't even know if I still like him.

To be continued...

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