Face to Face Classes of my Cousins is Back: Am I Happy or Not?
What a busy day for me! I'm so very busy start from morning to afternoon because my Cousins will going back to Face to face classes starting tomorrow, Monday. I am surprised because they will going back now to Face to face classes as I was wondering why they haven't give me some modules for over a week now and this is the answer that I am looking for.
So in the morning, My Sister wake me up. It's so very early for me to get up as the sun haven't rises far in the mountain yet she is starting to call my name and I was annoyed to her because of that. I heared her saying, "You will go to blah blah blah to buy things blah blah blah" obviously, I didn't understand anything because I am still at my dreamland and then she wakes me up again and say, "Do you understand?" And I just nod even though, I don't understand anything she said and then I turned around to continue sleep.
And then, when I wake up around 8 am something in the morning and go to the kitchen to eat breakfast my Grandma said, "Why you wake up late? I thought, your sister said that you will going to the town to buy your younger Cousin's things for tomorrow?" I was like,
I need her to repeat what she said because I am still shock and after she repeated it, she also added, "The money that you will spend was send to your Gcash. Your Uncle transfered it to your account already". I Asked my Grandma if where is my Sister right now and she just answered that my Sister is in our Cousin's (Father Side) house and she attend a Celebration because their Mother was just got home from abroad meanwhile, her boyfriend accompanied our Grandpa who is a coordinator of our Vice Mayor for campaigning. So they can't have some time to go to the town to buy things that our Cousin will use for her studying.
If you will ask, where is her parents right now? Her Mother is in the abroad. Working as a Maidwife again. While her Father is he can't know if what he will do to buy things for his child. So I don't have a choice but to go to the town and spending my time of buying notebooks and other School supplies.
I just arrived at 10 am something and I am hungry already. I don't have some time of holding my phone while I am at the Supermarket because there are a lot of people there, here, and everywhere. This kind of happening while the School starts, I missed it. As I look to the School supplies, they are not so cute nor pretty. They are just a simple notebook if you don't have a taste of having a designs. Just a plain and with some random words. Good thing that I didn't saw the notebook with a couple images print in the cover. I mean some artists faces. Lol
Anyways, It's just simple to pick and choose some school supplies because my Cousin is not that picky when it comes to School supplies, she liked whatever we get for her. Maybe, she got used of me of not being picky when it comes to School supplies back then when I am still a Student and she is just a Elementary Kid.
What hard is when I will fall in line
Because there are many customers too. I hate waiting for hours and I can feel that my feet is numbing already but I endured it and just look for chupapi but I can't find any handsome there. My gosh! Good thing that when I arrived at our home, there is a handsome men who is doing welding with my Uncle but, I look shy because I haven't take a bath yet even though I go to the supermarket, I just cleaned my teeth, wash my face, and just prepare myself from going there because I don't like to walk in a very hot sun like a toasted lechon in the way.
So I decided to just take a bath and then after that, I grab my phone and I chatted my virtual friends in the GC.
Now the Question is,
Am I Happy that my Cousins is now starting their Face to Face classes?
There is a part of me that I am happy because there's No modules anymore that I needed to answer everyday. As I am lazy to study and I hate answering and writing. It's hurts my hand and fingers that sometimes, I need to put a band aid in the middle of my thumb because of the pen. Imagine, I need to rush sometimes because I can't manage my time of grinding here and answering their modules because theg needed to re-write the answer in the paper and submit their modules on monday. They always give 10 modules per 1 week. 2 modules per 1 Subject.
Meanwhile, I have this part of me that I am sad because I don't have some extra income anymore. I don't have a sideline work and I became get used of doing that everyday. I don't have some extra income where I can use it for extra money to buy some things esp. That I needed some money for buying things that I can use to decorate this temporary room.
Another thing is, I'm worried to their health. I mean, yes, it's better for them to Teach Face to Face so that they can understand the lesson well and it will be not hard for them in the future. However, as their older Sister, there is also a part of me that the School is not safe for them yet and I can't stop worrying their health so, because of my younger cousin, doesn't have a Parents by her Side, My Sister and I always taught her to always take care of her self. She should still follow what she have learned during the pandemic and that is using facemask, social distancing, always have and put her hand an alcohol or sanitizer that I bought for her.
Conclusion...
Well, nevertheless, I think I should become Happy right? because I don't need to answer some many modules anymore and I can able to have some time to rest and I can grind here peacefully without being problematic of my Schedule everyday. I just hope that my Cousins will listen to their Teachers carefully so that, I don't need to Teach them again and help them to their assignments and activities.
Wait- while typing this one, my Grandma just came in to my room and said that I need to get up early tomorrow to accompany my Cousin to her First day of going to the School. You know, my Cousin is just a transferee in my Former school since the start of their Grade 7 classes so, she is still shy to go there alone. Seriously? Why Me? They know that I am always late of waking up in the Morning. But nevermind, I just nod even though, they know that I will not do it. Not again. I supposed to Text my Sister but a notif popped out a instagram Chat and said that she can't because she will also go to their School tomorrow as she have Classes. Dmn.
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It's good that you are there for your cousin. You have become their parents. In a way, it's sad for real parents not being there to take care of their children but they have their reasons. That's why your role and your family's role reflects on your cousin. An-anusan un a hehe.