Resentment.

I really feel upset for you my girl but remember one thing one has to pay back for his/her deeds wearher it's good or bad , it's really hard to forgive but forgiveness is a great act you will feel soo good if you forgive him I know saying all this is much easy and practically it's soo hard , you should change your environment and leave him alone if you'll kill him your own life will be destroyed, you have to stay happy , May God bless you and give you more and more happiness

I have found, my friend, that resentment hurts only the heart of the person who carries it. I too have suffered at the hands of adults as a child, and I remember promising that when I grew up, I would always fight for myself. But this anger, my dear, became a stain, like tar on my heart. This is what resentment does. And it steals your time, it steals your peace, it steals your soul. It makes your heart weary. So my advice to you my dear, is to release this pain. Set this burden down. This is not for him, this is a choice you should make yourself out of love for yourself. And it will not always be easy, because your heart has become accustomed to bearing this pain, so sometimes muscle memory will make you want to take it back up again. Each time that happens though, you must remind yourself to breathe and to let it go. Have a great day.

It's a really big issue, but no issue does not have solution. As it stands now, i will first of all beg you to keep the gun away. Don't kill your dad oh!! Hope you heard me?! I repeat, don't shoot him oh! Because i don't want to hear that my sponsor has been jailed, eenn, that she now writes articles from jail. No, i don't want that for you. Keep the gun away and change environment for now, probably you can also visit the medical professionals, to see if there is a way they could help get the resentment(anger) off you.

Sometimes it is better to avoid talking to some people that are violent instead of in a dispute so what you will gain is your relaxation and not feeling nervous and anxious which is destructive to our health.

You have to move forward in this fight. You need to show your dad that he hates what he's doing today.

You said with great difficulty that you will kill your father. Could this be a solution? Forgiveness is a great virtue. Give yourself time even if you can't forgive. Try to think less of the bad past. God will do you good.

I do not even have words for these kind of people.. you are amazing for holding back though.. do you want me to fight them for you?

Wow! You nailed the post and I enjoyed reading it. I believe no matter what your dad has done to you, he is still your father, your blood and I don't think shooting him would make you forget such. You just have to forgive him since you saw he has changed. Beautifully written 👍

Wow! The title alone is attention grabbing. Well done sis👏🏻

Killing him means staining your hands with blood and you know how that feels.. having the conscience that you've killed someone. Let him Live, if possible distance yourself from him to avoid fueling the anger with his presence

Choose violence 😁

Pheew!!.… You'd be the same as him if you pull the trigger, he doesn't even deserve to die yet.. let him live and see that his plans to make you sour in life wasn't achievable. God knows best.

Shoot your gun up in the roof and move on with your life. You can see a specialist, but I don't think those things work... Just placebo effect. Move on

Hmm, I dont even know where to start from, but babe, firstly you need a change of environment and a person that is well matured enough, probably a therapist you can pour out all your anger and resentment for him, I know it can be tough. Resentment can actually turn to a dangerous weapon in ones heart.. Have a blessed day dear

I have heard stories of such emotional and physical abuse a father meted to his own daughter and I'm always short of words. But what I do know is that most young ladies who have had such painful experience usually use it as nothing short of a motivation for their rapid development in order to attain a greater goal in life...

O my god that was heart wrenching. I'm feeling bad for you, your life should not be that torture able . And you're also right we can't understand the pain your beard. I don't want you to kill him because I want you to be happy, but still how's this possible seeing him alive all around. What about constitution, can't court give you a justice in a legal way.

She was tortured to the extent that she was left with absolutely no choice. Those terrific experiences have actually been scribbled down on the walls of her memory, making it really hard to let go. Personally, I would advice that she should calm down a bit and not pay evil with evil but guess what? It's actually easier said than done. PTSD is a thing.

She may never recover until she does what she feels is the "needful".

I think the best you should do is to leave him so he can live alone and maybe you should live with your mother or one of her family. I’m waiting unto your next article.