Sweet But Psycho

I'm Yzrael a ordinary guy living in a messy world full of different people. I was currently here on my room, I'm senior high students now and doesn't any plan on my future, I'm easy go lucky. I have few friends due to my unpredictable attitude. I'm not saying that I'm a boastful man but I'm a silent guy, I prefer not to socialize to prevent nonsense conversation. I'm just silent sitting on my chair observing and looking people surrounds me. I'm an observant person and I can easily determine which are true or not. I have friends but they are few, they knew me as a kind and silent person but they don't know the inner me, I don't usually talk about my life, I not to talk about my life cause I found it too boring. I'm a type of person which hater of humanity, this world is so peaceful before but it was dominated by highest form of animals. Anywhere in this world there's so much cruelty and evilness, I believed in saying that humanity must pay for their actions, if the law won't punish them then its better to put the law in our hands. I've read lots of books about psychopath. I already knew how they act, how they hunt their prey and how they pretend not to be caught on their actions. Everytime they kill, it gives me chill on spine yet there's no horror, the feeling of chill due to excitement. There are scenarios which they brutally killing their victims, I want to vomit because of their brutality but I prefer not. I also watched documentary about murder which the killer is a Psychopath. I can see in their eyes the desire to kill, the creepy smile on their face showing that they love what they are doing. Their looks that once they removed the handcuffs they gonna pull anything and slit the throat of a person present there.

This was the feeling I always feel, i think I'm already a Psycho because I imagine too much things like that. But no, I have no intention to kill, maybe if I have enemy ill do that but to an ordinary person? Nah I'm not totally crazy to spill blood on my hand. While I was on my seat daydreaming things, my eyes suddenly saw a young lady not a far from me. There's a cute smile to her face and she's also a cheerful girl. Lots of guys have crush on her cause she's beautiful and smart, she's also kind and helpful, I think she had no boyfriend, she's also my crush but I have no intention to confess my love, I'll just let the destiny intertwine our hearts. As I look at her carefully I notice something, seems like her smile is not real, it's a smile that hiding something. I started observing her actions, the way she looks seems angelic to others but it differs from me. I was busy observing when suddenly a clasmateof mine interrupted me and starts teasing me, he also shouted at the class on what he saw on me. I look at him badly while he's laughing so hard. I look again at that lady and I see that she's smiling at me. It's a angelic smile that full of attractions. I smile back on her, after that my curiosity always hits to her. Day by day during class hours, I always stares at her. I notice that she also prefer to be alone, she's interactive once there are other students approaching her but she's so silent and full of secrets once she's alone. One time I caught her doing something, I pointed my eyes on her but suddenly she noticed me, I look away so that she won't suspect me that I'm observing her. I have no choice, I need to act like I also like her, I approach her then ask something, she's so calm and had angelic voice. Seems like she's born to be an angel. I talk and talk but my mind is still observing on how she act, then I realized that it's not her. It's her other side which is angelic and kind. After talking with her, I went back to my chair and plan to follow her after the class.

The bell rang and it's time to go home, lots of guys wanna accompany her but she prefer to walk alone. I pretend cleaning the room then when she go out from our room, that's the time I follow her. I hide on people that also walking so that she won't notice that I following her. Then she went in other direction, she's not going home. Is she gonna do something? After that I continue following her not until she entered in a cabin. My curiosity kills me and decide to enter the cabin. I'm amaze how beautiful it's interior. I was looking for the lady but she's gone. Suddenly I feel a chill on my spine and then I feel that there's knife pointed on my neck.

"Are you following me?"she asked.

I didn't answer for a moment when I turn my head I saw her other side, she had a thrilling looks, I can sense her desire to kill me. Then she question again, "Answer me, why are you following me?" Then she bring close the knife on my neck, I show no fear, I smiled at her then suddenly bring closer my neck to the knife, there are drops on blood on the knife. I wanna see if she's gonna lick it or she gonna totally slit my throat. Suddenly she put down the knife and smirk on me. "I don't have plan to kill a person like you, yoy showed no fear, your not worth it to become my first prey. How do you know that I'm acting on school?" she asked.

"It's too obvious for me, I observe that your acting like a cheerful young lady if there are people surrounds you but one time I caught you that your smiling when you saw that one of our classmate accidentally sliced the skin of her finger, I saw your desire to taste the oozing blood"

After I finished my statement, suddenly I feel the knife on my throat again then she whisper words, "Don't you ever tell anyone about this or else you'll be dead". I slowly moved around then gave a handsome smile, "Don't worry, we're the same".

Author's Message:

A nonsense story again, I was thinking to make it brutal however I was worried on my readers, maybe I'll make brutal one if I have time.