What's inside my head? 10|03|21❣
Image Source https://www.verywellmind.com/how-to-stop-thinking-negatively-3024830 Earlier this morning, I was so hesitant to open this platform for I might change my mind. I have a fixed decision last night after publishing my article that I will quit. I am used to open noise.cash first whenever I access my phone. I always post my morning update in there. This platform isn't excluded, I planned to stop using this one too but I don't know why I opened it this morning while working and even post an update. There's something in me that is doing something out of my plan. I said to myself after posting it "I thought you're quitting, why dare to post some noise huh?" and then smiled. That smile is unexpected, I have never smiled since last night. I guess I am going crazy this time. I am about to delete my post after such a thought but the bell is shaking in red and is tempting me to open it. Red means some users noticed my post already. I want to disregard it but it never happened. I tapped it and took my time to interact with them. I enjoyed my time talking to them and that's when I decided to think again if I should quit or not. I closed my app after it and then I saw read.cash. I opened it with my hand shaking. I don't know why I felt nervous that time. Maybe I was afraid to read your comments about my post full of dramas and all. While reading your thoughts about my supposed to be the last article made me cry. I was crying and was thinking again that I am going crazy. I don't know if I should behave that way but that's what I feel that time. I just feel like letting all my tears flow. My tears dried and I realized things after reading your comments and concerns. This is what running in my head that time, "Don't quit, take a rest and start over again when you're ready". This will sum up all your answers to my question last night. ***To you, all of you, I don't know how to thank you all for the support that you gave me. I never thought that I will receive so much love and care from you all. You are a blessing to me. You all save me from drowning myself in sadness and pain. I will be forever grateful to have you guys in my life. I may not meet you all yet in person but I know how good you are. I can feel all your sincerity. Thank you for giving me full support to continue and grind again.*** ****Goals for this month:**** `I decided to set some goals to motivate myself more.` ▫ Write at least 15 articles (I know I can't write anymore one article every day because I have to take time to rest as well. So I decided to write and publish a topic every other day.) ▫ Read at least 10 articles a day ( I will make sure to keep interacting with you guys by reading your articles.) ▫ Like, Upvote and Comment (Of course, as always, I will maintain hitting likes, giving upvotes, and leaving comments every time I finished reading your awesome works.) ▫ Earn at least $1 per day in Noise.Cash (I am not so active in noise compared to read actually. It is maybe because I meet RC first and get so in love with it. I will try my best to post at least 3 blogs or updates in a day and interact with other noisers.) ▫ Add at least 5 new writers to sponsor. ( I love sponsoring new writers because I know how it feels like when we are recognized as writers in this amazing platform. It's a great pleasure for me also everytime I receive "Thank you" messages from them.) I am sponsoring **16** amazing writers currently. And I also have **19** awesome writers who sponsors my work. |Check them out! They're incredibly impressive. *To you, my ever-supportive and impressive sponsors, I will try my best again in writing. I always did but I know it's not that satisfactory compared to others. I thank you all so much. May God shower you with so many blessings in life. Saranghae ❣* `So now here I am! I am trying my best to start again. Thank you for letting me stay. I love you all so much.` *Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. ❣*
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Why ow why. I guess I should need to read the kne prior to this.
Siguro napuno lang ako sis kaya ganun, ang hirap pala pag ganun☹
Kaon ra maam. Palit burger, milktea and then sleep, watch a movie then laban napod! Your feelings are valid. It is okay to feel that way from time to time.
Nagkatawa ko sa burger ug milk tea sis, naa koy Tiktoker gud na naremember hahaha, I dunno if ka familiar ka ana nila suyo king ug suyo queen hahhaa juskooo. Pero bitaw sis, thank you kaau. 💗
In this way, I can know what runs in your mind, Move forward even though it's hard and tiring just loosen a bit take fresh air and have a good rest don't forget your vitamins lablab fighting lang kaya mo yan 😊😊 Aishitemasu
Medyo okay na ko, lab. Don't worry.
Can you answer? lab? I wanna talk
Psst. I do care. Loveyah Chammy!
Thank youuuu, ate. Loveyah too 🤗💗
Great decision. .never quit. Both platform were of great help to us. In noise cash you just also need to interact more there. And post at least 2 hours interval then you can achieve $1 per day or even more just like me $3 per day or more.
I will try that ate, posting within 2 hrs intervals para maka earn hihi.
O anw rasad ahong buhat lhang mostly gani 1hr interval ra
we keep on we keep on!!! we here for you!!!! let's goo!
Leszzzgoo! Hihi thankyouuu ate Pichi 🤗
Yaaaaay! Please be okay na gyud completely mamii. 🥰
Puhon bii, hopefully jud ma okay na ang tanan.
Yaaaay! Fighting, dahling! I want to give you a hug talagaaaa! 🤗
Lalaban hanggat kaya pa dahling hihi. Thank you so much 🤗😍
Laban tayo mare😊 Pwedeng mapagod pero bawal sumuko kaya laban❣️Sending you hug❣️
Tama ka mars, laban lang talaga. Thank youuu talaga 🤗💗
Keep going! Here’s to achieving all the goals that you’ve written there. 🤍
Yesss, aaskelter, I will keep going hihi. Thankyouuuuu🤗
Keep it up breadchamp 😁
Yes ate Jane, I will 💗
Hola Champ! Happy to see your article is up today. Carry on and let's make a toast to an awesome new week🥂
Hola ate, buenas tardes! Thank youuu so much for cheering me up, always. Saranghae 🤗💗
Saranghae :) Ingats!
Cheer up mamsh! We're here for you and we will help as long as we can
Thank you, mamsh. I am super thankful to have youuu😍💗
Gooooo sissy!!! I am so happy to know na hindi ka susuko😍, you belong here, read.cash needs you (aside from you need it hehe) laban pang tayo sa life. So glad to know that you published an article today🥰
Laban langggg talaga, sis. Kakayin ko to. Lalaban ko to hihi. Thankyouuuu so much sa iyo🤗💗
I love that you didn't give up, B Champ. And I'm so happy to be able to read you. I hope you achieve your goals for the month. But also that you rest as much as you need, and take some time for yourself. A hug! Saranghae ♡
I can't believe myself that I made it. And this is all thanks to all of youuuuu who cheered me up to continue. Saranghae, Cocola 💗
I'm glad you did! xoxo
Goals are for achieving. I am certain you are capable of achieving these goals if you do not give up
I will try my very best to achieve those. I have to believe in myself that I can do it. Thank you for stopping by, Maxline 💗
I know naman na we can't really stop our seld from thinking too much. I also experience that so I know - but I still made it. I mean nakawala ako sa mga thought na pilit na nagdadown sakin. I choose change my way of thinking now I'm free. Sana kayanin mo pa bata. Fighting!! Anyways, Good Luck sa goal mo 😘
Kakayanin ate Ruffa 💗 Thank youuu po🤗
This great family that we have found will always have a support for those who need it, you just have to be full of courage and continue, the goals are achievable. You will achieve it soon, you will see.
I am blessed with this awesome family whom I never expected to give me so much attention, love, and care. Thank you, Frankmart. ❣
Good decision :) Keep going. Rest if you must. Your well-being should always come first. Listening to High by Lighthouse Family now and it says one day we are going to get so high. So keep going :D
Thank you, Kuya Lee. ❣ I really need to rest and stop myself from overthinking because it will only lead me to stress and frustration. I will continue, I can survive this. ❣💪
Good to see you back with more energy! Wish you best of luck for your goals you'll Achieve your goals keep going and stay strong.
Thanks to you because I believe in myself again that I can do it. Thank you so much, Idksamad7869 💗
Why quit beh? Di ko pa nabasa yun article mo na yun. Don't quit, rest if needed but don't quit..
Lalaban na unit ako ate for myself. Talo ako pag sumuko ako eh. Kaya laban ulit hehe.
Tama yan do it for yourself..
Waaahh I am glad that you decided to continue and setting goals for this month will somehow make you more motivated. Beeee walang susuko. Laban kung laban lang tayo :(
May God bless all of your plans this Month. I know that you can make and do it.
I read the title and say me me me, I am inside your head my wee BC 😁
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