Problems Got Me So Much Affected
Blog #333
August 18, 2022
Stress, worries, and overthinking are what I have felt since the last day because of the unexpected circumstances and successive problems that come our way. These things had badly affected me mentally and emotionally that making me weak physically. I am not in the mood to do the usual things that I had done. That's why I planned to take a break and decided to rest from my online hustling but there's the urge deep inside me to let go of this heavy feeling. As much as I want to take this with me deep inside but just thinking about it makes me feel like a crazy woman.
A woman who overthinks and as expected many negative things had appeared on my mind. I tried convincing myself that it will be gone soon but after I felt relaxed for hours, there's another problem occurred. I don't know what to do. I pray and cried thinking about our situation right now.
With the problem that we are facing now, I just suddenly realized that whatever good you did to someone, he or she will still betray you.
Last week, there was someone who approached my partner asking for help if there was work my partner could recommend to them because it's been a week that they hadn't had any work and they had a family to feed. As someone who has a soft heart, my partner gave the work that he had the previous weeks because the owner of it wanted to let her house be finished immediately. Since they are five who didn't have work, my partner thought they were the person who could do rush work at her boss's house so he assisted them and told her boss that he have some men who would do it.
We thought that everything would be fine not until those five men had been making false stories about my partner. They spread gossips that my partner was the one who stole the chicken from someone near where they had worked. That someone angrily approached my partner and said, "You're the one who stole my chicken". Upon hearing it, my partner was pissed knowing that he didn't even do it. It became a chaotic scene after. My partner went home being so stressed and anxious filled him. He can't properly sleep at night and seeing him like that made me so worried, stressed, and problematic too.
"Living in the Maranao area isn't easy but as long as we know how to get along with them it would be okay. But when things like what I shared above happened, it would really become a problem. Though someone isn't the one responsible for doing it, they would surely take revenge or much worse, they would do anything unlawful that is why we were too much careful with our everyday actions here. But because of those men who spread the wrong gossip, everything seems so chaotic at the moment but I know God will never leave us alone in this battle coz He knows that we have clean conscience."
Spreading another gossip about drugs or any prohibited doings by the law is really not good. It will make one's images tainted. Though one is innocent but because of the gossip, others would think the opposite.
Yesterday, a friend of my partner approached him and said that someone had spread rumors that my partner had been selling those prohibited drugs and we know who that someone is. But good thing that the barangay chairman didn't believe in it because they know my partner since my partner had lived and worked with them the previous years.
The only worry that we had in this case, is when these rumors would reach those "Marites" or "Parites" and add more to the issue. That would be another problem.
But confronting that someone would surely not be good too because we know he would just deny it and it will only make my partner bad in the eyes of others, especially to those people who watch our every move. That's why we chose to keep silent at the moment and just be extra careful this time.
Expressing these thoughts through writing made my heart lighter today. Apologize if my article is full of negative vibes today. I just really want to express these thoughts that had been lurking in my mind since the other day. Hopefully, you would understand this situation in mind.
Thank you for your understanding and for reading this article today!
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Nahhhh, dili na jud na ikatinga nang mga ing.anang tawo sis uie..Mao na'y giingon pud nga boring ang kinabuhi ug way challenge kung wa nang mga ing.anang klase sa tawo. Jusmiyo marimar! Kung ako tingale, di jud ko makapugong sa ahung temper pud uie, sobra naman pud nang ing.ana. Bisan wa jud masayod ug way igung ebidensiya. Aigoo!!! Very wrong kaayu sis.