Second Chance

Everyone deserves a second chance!

Some of you here knew what is the current status of me and my partner, yes we lived in one roof but most of the time, my partner was out with friends, co-workers uncle and drinking alcohol. He go home mostly at night me and Adrielle is sleeping or about to sleep. Thats how our life here.

Then this January 1, New Years day my family arrived here for 1 day and 1night vacation coz the company car that my brothers is using was with them, and they just ask permission from the Boss to used the car so they can visit me,and thier Boss allowed them, just be sure to report at work Monday morning.

Before they came here, I was deciding of going home to Pasig, I was looking for a private car to be with, coz I dont want to risk my daughters life in travelling in publich vehicle, coz we still have the virus everywhere.

Saturday and sunday became a memorable day for all of us, since we never been together for almost 2years, and I promised them that, me and Adrielle will be travelling back with them to Pasig, but my partner is not saying anything,but I saw him that he don't like, he keeps asking Adrielle if iiwan nya daw ba si tatay?

Until sunday afternoon,everyone is busy preparing coz they will be travelling back home, my brother ask me if we will not join them, as much as I want but I was hesitant too coz of the mess my family will left. So the ending we were left behind.

When they go,I start cleaning all the mess, washed all the dishes and cleaned up a little and me and Adrielle prepare to bed early as we are tired too,but before I slept I chatted my brother wheres thier location and I we slept.

I dont know what time it is when my partner go home, and she wants to slept with us, yes we did not sleep together, our bed is too small for the 3 of us. So I let him in inside the mosquito net and lay down near me.

He started talking, but I feel so sleepy, he was a bit confessing haha. He keeps telling me like these: salamat kasi ndi daw kami umalis, sorry daw sa mga ginagawa nya at pasensya na daw ako. Ndi ko masyadong pinapansin at antok ako at the same time lasing sya. Cge pa tin daldal nya, dami sya sinasabi. So nagsalita na ako ng ganito: patunayan mo ang mga sinasabi mo, may pamilya ka na,dapat priority mo na kmi kesa sa iba, lalo na yang anak mo, ndi mo na nga naramdaman sa tatay mo na minahal ka,dapat wag mo ng iparamdam kay Adrielle,mas mahalin mo sya para ndi nya maramdaman ang naramdaman mo noon.(umiiyak pa ako nyan)ayokong sagutin ang mga sinasabi mo hanggang ndi ko nararamdaman, dahil bka mmya or bukas na sa labas ka na uli,inom dito inom dun.

I feel the sincerity of his words, but all I want is the actions, remember words can be deceiving, after that serious talks,I told him that we should get sleep coz I feel so sleepy.

Then morning comes, he is telling me again some words and keeps telling me thank you kasi ndi kami umalis, kasi kung umalis daw kami bhala na daw kung anong mangyari. Then I told him ayusin mo sarili mo, prioritize mo family mo then wala naman problema.

That day, he starts to change, as I was observing him, yes he go out but he comes home early, he is cooking for us, he starts helping me with some chores, looking after with Adrielle.

Now that I feeling a bit sick, he is taking care of me, I told him to feed Adrielle, clean Adrielle and cook for me, snd yes he did it all without hesitations.

I dont knot if its for good, but I am crossing my finger that hope it will be for better,that he will be the man/head of the family for us, that we will be his priorities over his friends.

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Still am wondering why theres a sudden change with him, but am happy that finally he realized all his faults, yes I have my faults too but I can adjust if he really change for the better.

Now its New Year and we are starting it with New life and I hope that it will be the start of our happy family😀.

We are both on second chances for each other, and we are both adjusting and working for it,and praying we can make it and have a home where family live.

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