Is this a Random Question?

April 8, 2022 13:33pm

Happy friday readticizen!

Its been how many days when madam Pachuchay tag me with these challenge coz she knows like her I am struggling with topics sometimes, so this challenges and prompt is our article saviour. Hapit lng ang peg ko kasi by next week I wasn't sure if I can publish or interact here, so for now I need to grind and grind para sa ekonomiya.

And without long introduction, lets get it on.

Flashback to a childhood Memory

My childhood day was not more of fun because at very young age I have already a big obligations because we are poor and my parents need to work just to fill in our tummy.

When I was in grade school and I was taking care of my lil sister(months old only), yes even I was a kid I do baby sit already because my mother is working, nagpapataya sa huweteng for us to have food on the table, before my mom leave my baby sister is sleeping in the hammock, so I keep on playing on my neighborhood then after a minutes or an hour she got wake up and dont want to sleep again, so I get her out of the hammock and place on our table and leave her there and I return playing at my neighborhood, then after 5-10minutes my brother is shouting because my lil sister fell on the table and she keep on crying. So I carry her and play with her, until my mom came to breastfeed my lil sister and also gave us money to bought a kilo of rice.,then before breastfeeding she saw that my lil sister clothes was puro lupa,I did change her dress coz I dont know and besides she is just months old that time and my mom ask what happened, then after knowing the story, She hits me with belt(sinturon or walis tingting).I know its my fault bit the kid in me wants to play so I deserved it.

There was also one time when my Mom bought a pair of hairclip and headband for me when I was in grade school then I lost it, and I was worried after class and can't go home coz I know my mom will scold me, so I look in our classroom and playground but I didn't see it. Going home I feel so nervous coz I know what gonna happen, and when I was finally home my Mom look for the hairclip and headband and I told her that I lost it, and she was very angry and we went to the house of all my girl classmate just to find the hair clip and headband but we found nothing and she was mad and I was sad too,because I know the money ahe bought for that hairy things was from her hard earned money and we are poor so everything is so valuable.

Do you feel deserving of LOVE

Of course we all deserve to be love, if somebody feels she is not deserving of love maybe its better to be out of this world, whatever our looks like, how bad our characters are we still deserve to be loved.

What is the most lofty thing you are dealing with now?

I think its my partners attitude and vices, attitude I mean is he doen't have a dream in life, he was contented with what he is right now, contented that we ate 3x a day sometimes with snacks but when it comes to the future especially with Adrielles future, he is not dreaming of and when it comes to his vices, alcohol and huweteng/stl(small town lottery), he was holding on to the luck that the easiesy way to earned a big amount of money is the huweteng so even he seldom wins he is still keep on betting, I think his one day spent for huweteng is ₱150, and if you summed it up you almost have a hundred of thousands already. I know sometimes he win but once a year maybe 2x or 3x and ndi pa tumbok so napakaliit compare with his lost. But even I keep on telling him that he should avoid betting and better save the money he did not listen to me, and I was tired of reminding him, so I just keep my mouth shut.

What do you think your worst habit

My worst habit is being a nagger and a silent type but not all the time, its case to case like if my partner was drunk the other night and in the morning he was sleeping soundly whileI was so busy cleaning the house, looking after with Adrielles activity(iihi/pupu) then I'll do the cooking and filling the water drum, my tiredness was keeping me nag while doing all the chores and he never react or move in his bed, he doesn't care about me nagging.

But after releasing all my anger on nagging, you will not hear me talking anymore that even if you will ask me question you will not receive any answer from me.

Do you think that good things comes after suffering

Yes I do believe that good things comes after all the pain, sufferings we had with our life.

Its like if you want to have your own money to spend for your luho/wants or even needs in life then you need to work hard for it so you can really buy anything you like as the money was from your hard work

What do you want to do before you die

The first thing I want is to travel with my Mom abroad whether its in Asian countries only, as long as I can fulfill that dreams for my Mom, gusto ko maranasan nya being outside the philippines and she will have fun roaming around and finding the best place and enjoying the best foods, experience riding in a bullet train, or riding in a double decker bus and checking in a five star hotel.

If this thing happen I can be the happiest daughter on earth.

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