Lie, cheat, cry but most of all take risks or not.

I read this from Amaranth97's post. You can read that here. This gave me the idea to answer these questions too.

Feel free to do the same.

Why do you lie? 

Because I can? Lol!

I lie to save my ass. I lie to get out of a situation. I lie just to finish a conversation. I lie so I can avoid people.

I also lie to prank others. I used to be very sarcastic and that is lying too. I also lie to myself most of the times telling myself that it's okay when it's not.

I may sound pretentious but for a person who is introverted, making things up is the easiest route. Don't worry. I am not a pathological liar. I only do it when I am uncomfortable with the situation and the people.

Did you cheat? 

Based on the question above, yes. Lying is cheating too.

I cheated in school but not in relationship.

I also cheated death for I have been in multiple accidents and yet I am here.

I'm not invincible. I'd like to think that though.

To whom did you cry? 

My friends when I was drunk. You know what alcohol can do. It brings out the worst and best in you. I also cried in front of an ex and my partner. A guy crying is not something to be ashamed or embarrassed about. It just shows how attached we are to our feelings. We have feelings too. By now, we all know that crying is not a sign of weakness. So to all the guys out there, it's okay to cry.

What are your thoughts about your existence? 

That there is something so much more out there for me to experience. I'm still in pursuit of my purpose in life. Finding your true person is tough. We may say that we have found it but that is according to our desires and wants. But what is the real purpose? What if the things you shunned away from, the things that you ignored are your true calling instead of what you are doing now? You love what you do right now but is it your true purpose? It's a constant battle that I get to ask myself all the time.

How often do you eat street food? 

I can't remember the last time I ate street food. Are rice delicacies considered street food? We bought some that were sold on the streets of Bontoc lol! Literally, a food sold on the street. We used to buy grilled food from a store nearby but then they stopped selling late last year. We bought from them several times a month maybe once every two weeks or more.

Are you in a good relationship? 

With my creator, yes! With my family, yes! With my partner, absolutely! With my selected close friends, yes! With my landlady, yes! With the people around me, in general, yes!

I have a best friend who don't talk to me all of a sudden since last year, ignoring my calls or chats. I may have an inkling of what is the cause but since he is not responding or entertaining my calls or chats, then I am left in the dark. I still consider him by friend.

Have you been scolded by someone? 

Yes but not recently. I think it was my partner who scolded me last but I can't remember what it was all about lol!

Do you eat breakfast or not? 

Certainly. Not just any kind of breakfast but mostly I like eating big breakfast. I am a morning person and eating breakfast keeps me energized throughout the day.

Can you accept changes?

Not right away but eventually I do. Some things are hard to accept especially losses. For example, the loss of our grandfather last January is still a pain that is hard to move on from. I have separation anxiety when it comes to my salary. As much as I don't want to use that to pay bills or to use it in something important, still it must be done. Things in life changes quickly especially now. I can't believe we are at the end of the month. Daily changes occur that we don't want to happen but it did. However, we should learn to accept them because there's nothing that we can do about them but to adjust and adapt.

Are you financially viable? 

Right at this moment, no. I can sustain myself daily and can afford to spend some but when emergency or other factors that need huge amount of finances, then I can't afford that. If only we haven't had some incidents in the past that required a lot of money, until now actually, then I could say I can be financially stable. However, we just don't think about ourselves. We have other people to think about.

What causes/d you to take risk? 

I think that is how the question is supposed to be. Anyway, it's for the betterment of myself and others. That is the main reason that I take risk. Maybe for experience, yes. In general, I'm not a risk taker, maybe calculated risks? Then again, every day we take risks even in simple things.

Have you found similarities with the answers above?

Anyway, it's now the end of the month and soon we will all be making our reports. I'm looking forward to reading yours.